Journal: Hi -------------------------------------------
Mood: ConfusedI guess it is about time to change my journal.
I know we write and read, and leave each other comments. I have a question I would love your opinion
on. I have several pieces where I write about girls being a player, or not the one in love. I find that guys are ready to settle down, be in love, you know every thing you think of when you say girl? Is it just me, or have the tables turned and we have finally evened out the playing field so to speak. I do not want to seem cocky, I am just being honest and curious.
I know it is not 1920. Curious...Created 2010-05-20 04:01:39
Mood: Dead SexyI am so in love with being me. After a long disscusion with someone close to me, I realized that what I am doing is new and rare. I have a mentall illness, and I am living my life the way I see fit. I think my friends and family should know and understand bi-polar.
I think everyone should accept the fact that I am different and refuse to conform. I live in Bama town, I'm a die hard auburn fan, my skirt is usually too short, my mom hates my hair, my sons friends think I'm a milf! I voted Obama, I don't want to hear about the bible belt or southern tradition. I am not lady like, show up dressed all wrong, laugh too loud,use sarcastic retorts on people that never even realize it. I just do not fit, refuse to try, and have hella fun being me, and showing the world what fun is. How to really live for the moment!!!!! It is the coolest adventure. I will pass it to my kids, soldiers died for it, FREEDOM!!!!!! ...Created 2010-05-15 01:32:34
Journal: Life -------------------------------------------
Mood: ConfusedLife is not measured by the number of breaths we
take but by the moments that take our breath away.
Life is the most extreme circus, forget about circus olay forgive my spelling, you get the picture. It's constantly handing you things you want at the wrong time, and things you don't need right when you will say yes. It's not even lunch yet and I decided to have a drink, I have about 500 things on my plate and no place to start. I don't want to sound like a complainer, or ungrateful. I am simply confused, I walk one direction I screw up a handful of things and go the other way, the same deal. Life is really a long strange trip. I know that's like hallmark for seniors graduating, but there is a lot of truth and wisdom there. I look at this and realize I could be talking about anything, I'm talking about all the small things waiting to add up and drown me!!!!! This is me confused and kinda pissed. I wish things were simpler,
I'm always tougher than I think from all the crap that has happened to me so once again I'll survive.!!!!!!!...Created 2010-05-13 11:55:11
Mood: Yeay!!Today is mother's day, I am blessed to be the mother of two beaitiful kids, Izabella, and Ian. I also am blessed that I have so many beautiful women in my life that are mother figures. I hope you guys are as fortunate even if it's just the neighbor. I think we should all go out and bless one person today or do a good deed! Have fun...Created 2010-05-09 11:23:15
Mood: ConfusedMy grandmother and some of my friends are Jehovahs witness, I plan to attend a function. I have done my research on this matter and strongly disagree with a lot of what I read. I am non-denominational and just want Christ and the Bible. I really do not know where
to get that in a pure form. I do not want clics, polotics, dress codes, all the rules and regulations, or anything that strays from the truth. It seems every church related event is about money, I don't like that either aren't they government funded? I mean what happened to the simple truth? I'm sich of polotics,
money, and lies. I don't want to leave somewhere and fill like I didn't leave enough money or that clics are busy talking about me. I'm an extremly REAL person, i want the same from friends, family, and church!!!!!! HELP...Created 2010-05-07 23:00:39
Mood: Dead SexyI am not complaing, I wanted to address the fact that I
have been critizized for my typing skills. I want to apologize because I really try, I don't want pity, I wanted to point out that as hard as I try, I'm not going to get it right. I was born with a neaurological disease that causes me to shake and jerk. It doesn't have a name but it is mildly controlled with some meds.
While I'm at it I'll say it all, I have a lisp and speech inpetement. A lot of people can understand what I'm saying. That would be my family and friends, I'm bi-polar and ocd. I'm mentally ill, and stutter, have a lisp, jerk and shake. I'm me, how God made me, and happy to be me. I'm considered sweet, pretty, and cool, I'm a huge tomboy, I'm one of the guys. I'm considered funny and fearless, I'll try anything once.
I am a hippie, flowerchild, I have a free spirit and kind soul. I love waking up everyday to be me!!! I'm happy and that is all that matters!!!!! Love Mistie...Created 2010-05-04 21:54:32
Mood: Thinking...Love is as unique as the two souls whom share it.
...Created 2010-05-01 18:01:30
Journal: So what? -------------------------------------------
Mood: Yeay!!Hello world, I want to mention I really honestly appreciate everyone that takes time to read my work. I wish I would get some feedback, I notice everyone else here has a different style, I just want to besure I'm doing okay, and entertaining the readers. I didn't know what to title my journal because it's kinda random thoughts. I'm really tring to cram as much of my poems and quotes as possible while I have time.
Again thanks for reading it. I wanted to mention something, I was awake all night because I have chronic insomnia, so I had time to think. I have some misfortune in my life and battles ahead, but I am so lucky to have my boyfriend. He is a Godsend! I honestly have never been so in love. He is my saving grace, my rock. So of course the people around here see a happy couple and try to use lies and rumors to shut us down. He is a local and I'm the evil new bitch.
They hate his relationship because they decided they hate me. So what?
Love is as unique as the two souls that share it!!!
Mistiekidd...Created 2010-04-30 07:23:46