I am still without my laptop/internet, so I'm limited to using the computers at the library. I get 2 whole hours a day when I can get in here :) and I spend/waste a lot of time on Myspace (I'm duck4Yeshua aka Administer). Haven't forgotten this site or really left. I Plan on catching up with critiques. I just wish I had more time.
Mood: The UsualI guess I'm watching paint dry, or watching a pot not boiling by continually checking to see if someone has even read my last poem, so I guess I must take my leave.
...Created 2006-01-31 16:41:50
Mood: Angryfeeling a little disconnected again, but I'm over it. I've just about found my closure for my lost friendship. I guess it could be call closure. I think I went through the stages of Death of a friendship, only in a strange order. First it was Denial, then Bargaining, then more Denial, (all the while feeling truly Hurt), then I went through a bit of Acceptance, but half-heartedly, so I guess that led me back to Denial and maybe a little more Bargaining.
Now, I'm starting to get a little Angry. Am I justified in my anger, I don't know, and I don't care, just as long as I can get over her....Created 2005-12-30 12:48:07