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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Fair to partly cloudy

    I dont know??? Stressed still tryin to get back
    on my feet. Not geting into that much trouble. worried
    about my ex-wife and for that matter my children. Got
    an interwiew for what I hope to b a real job. And thats
    all I need is a better income and I can publish my
    book. Repair my bike (Witch was returned by the way).
    And start a decent life once again. I dont know whats
    going to happen all I can do is keep pushing, keep
    pushing untill somethings gives.

    I wanna go back to cailey, I wanna be with my
    kids again. I dont know times are tough but for the
    first time in a long time I fell good about the way
    life is heading. (S#it its about time)

    ...Created 2008-09-19 00:17:25

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Fair 2 partly cloudy

    I am no longer amazed by people.
    There is no surprize. No wanting. There Are So Few
    people who give a shit. Fuck you and Fuck me.
    Youuuuuuuuur DONE.

    I cant belive I'v lived this long?
    ooo well at least now I have things to look foward to.

    ...Created 2008-08-28 23:06:56

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    My life has been quite a ride. Insanity Springs is
    finley finshed now I just got to get it published.
    I have talked about it soo much that I am tired of
    talking it. But it's also nessary. I'v sent out a few
    copys here and there trying to find funding. But only
    time will tell where my funding will come from.

    On another note I am looking foward to going down
    towards Victorville, so I can see my Kids. Its almost
    been a year. I have a lot of plans, things I intend
    to do with my life but before I do anything. I gotta
    publish my first book.

    Can't wait to see my kids!!!!!!

    ...Created 2008-04-18 18:44:56

    dotsJournal: One more stepdots
    Mood: I'm Ahh Happy Guy

    Hmmmmm Trips me out. In the mail the other day I get
    a book I'v been published. It's called "The Inquisition" I am one of 25 other poets in this little
    paper back book. (It can be found @

    And another thing Insanity Springs is ready. I'm
    going today to comb over the last details with my
    Editor today. Now I just need funding to get it
    published. (That will be the easy part. I hope)

    ...Created 2008-03-06 18:28:05

    dotsJournal: ?dots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    Today kinda means something. I hand over Insanity
    Springs to my editior. Miss Pasiley. Moving foward
    It's about time.

    ...Created 2008-02-15 14:02:30

    dotsJournal: OOO Wowdots
    Mood: A clear head

    What a role. What a ride. Some time ago I quit being
    surprized. The way life just takes you. Back and fourth
    to and fro. The way strangers become your best friends.
    The first hand shake, and smile.

    But still, have to wonder?
    You never know.
    All the way around.
    But still, you never know until the story is over.
    Its a long role with turns, twists, and smiles.
    God I love the Ride.

    For a long time............A long time.
    I wanted 2 be Dead.
    Now things have changed.
    Things are comming back to me.
    Things smell better.
    They taste better.
    I'm happy now.

    I haven't found any-one. Not yet. But at least for me.
    For the first time, in a long time. I have some peace.

    ...Created 2008-02-03 00:57:07

    dotsJournal: Still @ itdots
    Mood: For once I look foward 2 tomarow

    Its been sooo long now I'v Dreamed of gettin
    my work published. 15 pieces in all this reflects
    the past 10 years of my life. some say I wright a
    lot about death. Ya I do that. If it wasant for my
    children I would be dead. And people who have pulled
    me up when I was down. Thanks Kat,Armondo,Lesie,

    The Book is finished it just needs the hands of a
    good editor (I do have) Some Art work. And the money
    2 publish it. I dont think i will have a problem
    finding Investors. Its something I'v always known.
    And now its finley coming together. Ya I may be broke,
    I may use a bicycle for transportion. But I am moving
    foward. And this is going to happen. ooo ya Im a happy

    ...Created 2008-01-12 17:52:28

    dotsJournal: to little timedots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    Sooo sorry. I havent been able to get back to
    any of you who have commented on my stuff. most of
    my time has been split between trying to get a Job,
    and Insanity Springs. And by the way its coming along
    realy goood.

    ...Created 2008-01-08 15:37:58

    dotsJournal: Yeah Hadots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    Im a happy guy.................
    Im lookin @ getin Published. I'v been talking
    2 people. Im working on a Peace Called

    Insanity Springs

    A Colection of wrights For Your Coffie Table.

    Is What it is. Is all my work four the past ten
    years. About 15-16 peaces. All of the stuff on this
    page, And the one with 3ooo and other stuff Iv been
    working on. Still its a lot of work..........But I like work........

    If every thing pans out............?

    ...Created 2007-12-23 21:14:53

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    Ya he was not 2 happy when I called him. But the way
    I seen it I dident have much of a choice. I made it all the way down to sandiego bt............I was still
    A 20 min car ride from his house. Turns out He had just
    been in that part of Town. He had just gotten home
    when I had called him.

    There was a reason I did what I did. I was homeless at
    the time. And I did not want him to send me to live with my other brother Phillp out in the desert out in
    Arizona. Sooo what better way than to say ...........
    Hay..........guess where where Im at? ..............
    Not that I ment it that way, Understand. I like to work. And I was afaird, I know my Brother likes Shit to. And thats not a good thing. Ya know it kinda panned out good though. I went to live with my "Good
    Brother". And went back to work. And have been clean.
    Witch is what I wanted. But there is more to the story.

    ...Created 2007-11-19 11:58:38

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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