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    dotsJournal: dispersiondots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    Happy Easter in the way you believe. This is the only forum in which I find it pure to express for the sake of the writing and the pathetic, human condition. Things are contrite this time of my life, but I will because I'm just in eye this. I've poured into my music writing and arrangement so it's now really up to me to make this my account of how I see it. How glad I am that elite skills is still a place of refuge from the over-exposure of Facebook. Perhaps, here other writers can share their pains and joys through this art of the word....

    ...Created 2014-04-20 19:42:39

    dotsJournal: winter twilightdots
    Mood: the season and its magic

    lights of the faintest
    with flickering, distant dim
    twilight lingers on into the vast
    as comets cross along and someone catches a glimpse

    the mind stirs for a moment wishing
    almost lost in prince and castles
    fairy dust and folklore
    escape to the gems of the heart and soul
    long ago

    winter breath with mitten comfort
    keep the frozen tundras darker
    in the night dream stars ignite
    flying in their plight
    run to heights of lonely sights
    gather up The Sun King cometh
    hence, we embrace the giver of Life
    in this time or in the previous age
    we embrace the coming days

    ...Created 2013-12-24 06:16:46

    dotsJournal: getting it donedots
    Mood: so much to do

    so many deadlines these days...I stayed up late because I remembered at the last moment that I have traffic school due by feb 15th. I just now passed the final exam. I've been studying profusely for my law class and am no where near to feeling confident yet of understanding all the legistlations and act;procedures. I love guitar and do not seem to have a moment to play my instruments. I finally got my old job back and am not sure if I'm glad or just grateful to be working again. I hope it works out this time. It does look like I will be collaborating with my satanic uncle who I do love despite his religion and view on life. We work well together and Saturday we will begin rehearsing the music I've been recording in the studio. It has been a very frustrating experience waiting for things to fall into place. I've had so many setbacks that it has humbled me to appreciate playing with dedication in this band that has made me bleed from many of the disappointments. This time I will give it my all and die trying to get my project off the ground. I am going to sell my wonderful Blackie American stratocaster, I finally decided because the money will help catch up on some debts that I have. Hopefully, I can play and sing the song time visibly devoured because the timing is very fast and although I've practiced, I need to keep practicing. This attack on the guitar and the vocals is very difficult, since I am playing and singing it. Singing it to a recording is a piece of cake, but the challenge of playing the fast tempo and singing it at a fast tempo that is off-beat to the music is kicking my arse, but it's fun because I know once I master this I will grow as a songwriter. I have a valentine which was not a huge deal for me, but it was cute that he wants to be my valentine. It's a stupid holiday. Maybe because I don't have someone I truly adore yet...

    ...Created 2013-02-14 08:30:16

    dotsJournal: new chapterdots
    Mood: esoteric existence and I'm all over

    Every new year, I do feel a sense of newness. It's all mind over matter in the end, but, if I ever feel drab it's all my perspective. If I allow the past to haunt me, then I am not thinking effectively. And if I decide to give myself excuses and say that I'm human, then, I'm really not growing, evolving... Ironically, the lyrics just rang out, "I have become comfortably numb." I wish. Thing are up in the air, but, I find that arousing. Everything in order is boring, sometimes the carpet has to be pulled from under us in order to kick up the dust particles that no longer belong there. One of the things that excites me is when I know where I am and where I want to be. As of yet, I am nowhere close to catching that fleeting butterfly, but I'm on course. Truly becoming a writer is one of my finest passions and if I get to become a full-fledged writer when I am older all the sufferings will suffice me the tenderest, meats to have dear material, so I guess it's not all in vain. School is very simple this semester only because my law class is a cinch, compared to the English class and motivation class from the previous quarter. Do I dream of true love, lately? Yes, I am a total sucker for the dream and sometimes it does grow large, but I kill it down.

    ...Created 2013-01-20 00:51:22

    dotsJournal: Betterdots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    Things were definitely reeling in my life, til today when everything took a turn in the best direction it could. At the 11 th hour miracles happen and I'm sure glad I won my appeal, so now I can move ahead with much more ease. I just need to tie up some loose ends and I can prepare for the Winter with wonder and a smile in my heart. I'm ready to begin my projects once more and am planning to start my own business. Things are better and now I can plan my next move. Thank you God.

    ...Created 2012-10-16 03:43:27

    dotsJournal: pressn my buttndots
    Mood: The Usual

    Same old pattern, like you had bfr...history repeats itself..

    ...Created 2012-10-02 04:20:55

    dotsJournal: im not suredots
    Mood: Sigh...

    Not able to figure if I want to care about investing belief in anything outside of what is already mine. Everytime I've invested a notion of interest it turns to sandand I'm alright with it. Now, I'm just not going to let it get to me. I will always love you, but, I will keep it secret to protect my velvet heart. <3

    ...Created 2012-09-26 04:37:03

    dotsJournal: angstdots
    Mood: glorious my ass!

    Today for some reason, I was in a foul mood. Everything had me feeling angry & frustrated. Talking about only made me feel worse because it made those things that are bothering me, all the more real. One "spoiled" so- called friend keeps complaining that he hates the birthday present I bought. How selfish and ungrateful! Makes me question my judgement. So I gave the gift away. I'm so fucking over callous ppl I know. I wish people would be happy instead of being demanding & ugly. Fuck stupid ppl.

    ...Created 2012-09-17 02:56:04

    dotsJournal: dreamingdots
    Mood: Sigh...

    My spirit is vibrant, I am no longer captive of failed love dreams which took my impressionable youth to sigh with disappointment. I no longer ache at the ripping of my soul from emotional attachments, but, my eyes still bat with the wonder that love will be close to me ever so soon. Just as a butterfly, love fluttered away into the fleeting, oblivion taunting and leaving lonesome. Goodnight beautiful dark moon.

    ...Created 2012-09-03 05:30:55

    dotsJournal: things backfiredots
    Mood: Sigh...

    We've been swimming in the mountains of mt. Baldy lately to keep cool. It sure has put me in a good mood and has left me feeling refreshed. Then, I got in a family mishap because, although, I've been helping out a relative by letting him stay at my home, his parents aren't too keen on the idea. Actually, his stepmother suddenly had issues when the young man when to social services. It's a really lame situation. He's 18 and miserable at his stepmom'
    s. I am there for him, but, the stepmom insulted me; drama. Now, to top it all of, I've been low energy because I am suffering from an ear infection. Finals at school are a week away, and I need to heal. My health insurance has expired so I may end up going to a clinic. The irony is that I've always had insurance and I get sick when the insurance expired. That's how is sometimes goes...

    ...Created 2012-08-24 01:35:53

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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