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    dotsJournal: Kiss of Deathdots
    Mood: Depressed

    Lady of Constant Sorrow has yet again kissed my cheek, and took my breath away, along with my happiness. The bitch is so good at making things bad. My admiration for her hasn't and will never fade, I just wish she would choose to share her thoughts with someone other than myself. I feel lost since her last visit. Early this morning, as I was writing. My normal routine, eat, write sleep, get up and spend time with the one person I have left to soothe me. Do it all over again. She slipped up on me, as I was writing, kissed me once again, and is now holding me by the hair, making sure I have no peace today.

    ...Created 2006-10-27 13:11:40

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Moo! 0.o

    Isn't life wonderful? I mean really, everything falls into place so beautifully. Yeah sure, the rug gets pulled out from under you once in a while, but it gets better, no? I believe so. Wonderful... /happysigh

    ...Created 2006-10-26 07:44:46

    dotsJournal: Holy Crap!dots
    Mood: Bored

    This not having a job thing, sucks so bad. I can't wait to go back... I don't know how I will avoid slipping into the depths of insanity if I don't get out of this house sometime in the very near future. Bored, lonely, I think I may have read nearly every post on this site in the past four days... Bleh

    ...Created 2006-10-24 14:19:23

    dotsJournal: Sleepless Nightdots
    Mood: Lonely

    Here I am again. Lost count now, of how many nights I have layed in bed without being able to fall asleep. I am so restless and tired. For good reason I suppose. If I could get my mind off of life, maybe I could pass it by for more than four hours each night. Until then, I suppose I have nothing more to look forward to than getting all these thoughts out on paper, and perhaps onto the site.

    ...Created 2006-10-23 01:03:54

    dotsJournal: Wowdots
    Mood: Frustrated

    I never realized how much I need someone here. How fucked up is it that I feel I need another person to be whole? Whether they be a friend or something more, I truly feel I can't live without someone else to rely on. Truly deranged. I am a strong independent woman... I have emotional issues and a few bad habits, but that doesn't mean I have to have someone to hold me up at all times. Anywho, things are about to change. I can be happy without the help from others. I know this... Wow, really messed up epiphany there... That ones gonna mess with me for a while.

    ...Created 2006-10-22 16:13:01

    dotsJournal: Exhausteddots
    Mood: Depressed

    I am so tired. My love life has depleated before my eyes, no biggie. I don't need a life partner to be happy, and I know this. I quit my job... Very big mistake. I can't seem to get the energy to get out of be. The Lady of Many Sorrows has cast her spell on me, and I can't find the remedy. All I have to rely on is my writing, to uplift me and show myself that I'm ok.

    ...Created 2006-10-22 12:44:04

    dotsJournal: So Exhausteddots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    I have been working alot. So all my writings been done in the break room at work. When I'm at home, I don't have time to sit here and type them all up. My feelings are very jumbled up right now, as my life flips upside down. So hopefully I can get all of this out on paper, and perhaps share my writes with the site

    ...Created 2006-08-22 14:37:05

    dotsJournal: Looking updots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    Things are going so well. I am in a better mood, thus writing more now. I really can't remember a time when I felt like this. So wonderfully cheerful and happy to wake up of a morning. I hope it lasts longer than my depression phase did.

    ...Created 2006-06-19 12:15:02

    dotsJournal: ....dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    Wow, its amazing what losing four hours of sleep can do to you. I do know that it makes me think more. I don't get it, but when I am flat tired, my mind races with so much stuff, I end up writing it down and it sounds crazy later. Maybe thats how I got many of my poems lol. Nothing wrong with writing a poem over and over until you like it. Anyways, maybe I need a nap, or some coffee... /big-yawn

    ...Created 2006-05-09 08:34:27

    dotsJournal: Ahhhhdots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    Finally got moved. I am so happy to be back where its nice and peaceful. My writings have been slim and most are incomplete. I wish I had more time for it, but I have still alot to do. Unpacking, laundry, organizing. It may be a long while before I get another poem posted. But, I won't fret, I am so glad I moved, I don't think anything could sour my mood!

    ...Created 2006-05-01 10:37:39

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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