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    dotsJournal: strugglingdots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    I am a lot disturbed by the events that are happening around me, I purposefully try and destroy my who day and eventually my life.

    I knew I am against the greatest inner struggles of my life yet, I have been on the losing side for a quite a while....

    I need to beat that and get back on track...

    ...Created 2008-05-06 12:17:02

    dotsJournal: Advicedots
    Mood: The Usual

    In the earth:

    I Live, breath, eat, shit and sleep.... though not in sequence...

    I hate to tell you anything that I am; but then I am no island... please listen to this no more.

    ...Created 2008-02-29 13:36:46

    dotsJournal: Medots
    Mood: Thinking...

    My name is not hard to remember... but I do wear a T-Shirt that says "Remember my name, you will be screaming it later"

    A friend of gone times bought me that from Dubai; well he was there to make some money and that he did.

    I could have gone too, I was too arrogant and head strong to do anything of that sort... I am not upset, I am glad I was smart enough not to go there.

    Being me is not so easy... I am bit of a eccentric, wear formal clothing most of the time and I remain serious, polite mannered and often aloof that makes people feel cozy and almost like I am harmless.

    I was not like that all the time... I used to be very aggressive and always the go-getter sort.

    I had a girl friend, I screwed a company management, then I lost my girl friend, I lost a new job because I would not back up, then I started my own, went back to my older roots and was essentially aimlessly wandering around looking for ways to make money.

    Until now I have made some amount of money, but that is not sustainable.

    I need to find ways and means to make a lot more than I am earning right now... all the money I have will soon be exhausted and I will be hitting a disparate if I did not make enough.

    Ah, well what do I have to lose if I have nothing to keep... expect for my life and wandering deliberate nature of not being any good to any one... love me for what I am and I enjoy every thing I did... expect for anything that adds up to nothing...

    neat ramble.

    ...Created 2008-02-06 12:11:03

    dotsJournal: unusual dots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    well no body cares... bo ho ha..

    I am a cry baby and every one is teasing me for that.. bo ho ha..

    What a waste of time it is. :P

    The unusual journal entry is never meant to make any sense.

    ...Created 2007-06-05 15:31:28

    dotsJournal: boodots
    Mood: The Usual

    boo hahaha...

    I am so numb...

    I wish I had something happening that was not happening and I could enjoy...

    May be something something like a sweet chocolate in the mouth, but no it does happen that way... life just doesnt work like that.

    ...Created 2006-10-23 09:53:44

    dotsJournal: rev...dots
    Mood: Lazy

    hey accidental readers of my crap works... incase you have to wonder why i call my work crap..
    i just have nothing to mention but all the shit in my head
    so that just makes it a crap work....
    thats stupid i guess
    but then i have done much more stupid things off late.
    1- I quit job with a high profile company for low/ lower profile company
    2- lower pay than the previous one
    3- Thinking of floating a company of my own and cudnt make much out of it...

    ...Created 2006-04-17 04:14:17

    dotsJournal: having been quedots
    Mood: Thinking...

    first i have taken a job with a different company and doing the same job only a bit more efficent than i was and i have been going gr8..

    thanks to certain freinds i still get the time spent neatly... but i miss writing and posting.

    ...Created 2006-01-29 05:21:20

    dotsJournal: Waitngdots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    I have been off to work and found so much easy to forget, I havent even bothered to write, but now its been a year and I am missing my work in this club.
    Prety soon i wish to start posting again.

    ...Created 2005-08-24 10:19:50

    dotsJournal: Exciteddots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    Thanks to a someone in eliteskills I have finally managed to make a subimission after a long while... Hope this new submission gets few readers and comments..
    I am excited abt this new poem though... if the webmaster is reading this Journal Entry ... Please add "Exicted in Current Mood"

    Thanking You

    ...Created 2004-11-22 03:23:57

    dotsJournal: NIce Feelingdots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    Hello Readers
    I was amazed to find that people have read some of my work recently... one of them became a quick friend and the other I havent received much of a communicae..
    Mean while my life seems as normal as it can get.. I wanted to stay away from my work place for a while and asked my boss regarding that... I was thinking he would ask me to quit.. Instead he says " Stay where ever you want to but dont leave my company" wow I never saw that coming...
    any how it makes me feel wonderfull
    thanks for reading


    ...Created 2004-11-21 01:14:36

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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