Journal: struggling -------------------------------------------Mood: Straightening things out... I am a lot disturbed by the events that are happening around me, I purposefully try and destroy my who day and eventually my life. I knew I am against the greatest inner struggles of my life yet, I have been on the losing side for a quite a while.... I need to beat that and get back on track... ...Created 2008-05-06 12:17:02

Journal: Advice -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual In the earth: I Live, breath, eat, shit and sleep.... though not in sequence... I hate to tell you anything that I am; but then I am no island... please listen to this no more. ...Created 2008-02-29 13:36:46

Journal: Me -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... My name is not hard to remember... but I do wear a T-Shirt that says "Remember my name, you will be screaming it later" A friend of gone times bought me that from Dubai; well he was there to make some money and that he did. I could have gone too, I was too arrogant and head strong to do anything of that sort... I am not upset, I am glad I was smart enough not to go there. Being me is not so easy... I am bit of a eccentric, wear formal clothing most of the time and I remain serious, polite mannered and often aloof that makes people feel cozy and almost like I am harmless. I was not like that all the time... I used to be very aggressive and always the go-getter sort. I had a girl friend, I screwed a company management, then I lost my girl friend, I lost a new job because I would not back up, then I started my own, went back to my older roots and was essentially aimlessly wandering around looking for ways to make money. Until now I have made some amount of money, but that is not sustainable. I need to find ways and means to make a lot more than I am earning right now... all the money I have will soon be exhausted and I will be hitting a disparate if I did not make enough. Ah, well what do I have to lose if I have nothing to keep... expect for my life and wandering deliberate nature of not being any good to any one... love me for what I am and I enjoy every thing I did... expect for anything that adds up to nothing... neat ramble. ...Created 2008-02-06 12:11:03

Journal: unusual -------------------------------------------Mood: Guess what!? well no body cares... bo ho ha.. I am a cry baby and every one is teasing me for that.. bo ho ha.. What a waste of time it is. :P The unusual journal entry is never meant to make any sense. ...Created 2007-06-05 15:31:28

Journal: boo -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual boo hahaha... I am so numb... I wish I had something happening that was not happening and I could enjoy... May be something something like a sweet chocolate in the mouth, but no it does happen that way... life just doesnt work like that. ...Created 2006-10-23 09:53:44

Journal: rev... -------------------------------------------Mood: Lazy hey accidental readers of my crap works... incase you have to wonder why i call my work crap.. i just have nothing to mention but all the shit in my head so that just makes it a crap work.... thats stupid i guess but then i have done much more stupid things off late. 1- I quit job with a high profile company for low/ lower profile company 2- lower pay than the previous one 3- Thinking of floating a company of my own and cudnt make much out of it... ...Created 2006-04-17 04:14:17

Journal: having been que -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... first i have taken a job with a different company and doing the same job only a bit more efficent than i was and i have been going gr8.. thanks to certain freinds i still get the time spent neatly... but i miss writing and posting. ...Created 2006-01-29 05:21:20

Journal: Waitng -------------------------------------------Mood: Straightening things out... I have been off to work and found so much easy to forget, I havent even bothered to write, but now its been a year and I am missing my work in this club. Prety soon i wish to start posting again. ...Created 2005-08-24 10:19:50

Journal: Excited -------------------------------------------Mood: Guess what!? Thanks to a someone in eliteskills I have finally managed to make a subimission after a long while... Hope this new submission gets few readers and comments.. I am excited abt this new poem though... if the webmaster is reading this Journal Entry ... Please add "Exicted in Current Mood" Thanking You Ravi/Umay/Rawpot ...Created 2004-11-22 03:23:57

Journal: NIce Feeling -------------------------------------------Mood: Guess what!? Hello Readers I was amazed to find that people have read some of my work recently... one of them became a quick friend and the other I havent received much of a communicae.. Mean while my life seems as normal as it can get.. I wanted to stay away from my work place for a while and asked my boss regarding that... I was thinking he would ask me to quit.. Instead he says " Stay where ever you want to but dont leave my company" wow I never saw that coming... any how it makes me feel wonderfull thanks for reading Regards Umay/Ravi/Rawpot ...Created 2004-11-21 01:14:36

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