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dotsJournal: Back again..dots
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Mood: Victorious and empowered

Hello old friends. I don't know how many of you are here, but I'm coming back. Life has been unreal.. I have changed so much and not at all. My SELF is here, and I have fallen in love with her. I'll be posting my new poems soon..

...Created 2019-04-23 23:19:10

dotsJournal: Married!dots
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Mood: Guess what!?

I don't know if anyone that I knew is still lurking, but I thought I'd let you all know that Miss Doh has gone and gotten herself hitched..... to someone she met on the internet.
Yes, friends, it is possible to meet and fall in love with and marry someone from the internet.... and have them not be a nutjob.
Yay!

...Created 2013-01-10 18:06:12

dotsJournal: *sigh*dots
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Mood: Sigh...

So sad.... I haven't written much at all in the last 9 months... 2 completed poems. They aren't even posted here, but whatever. Maybe if I started writing every day, simply to get something on paper, I would be able to produce something worth reading again. I guess, I just hate producing SH*T... and I know that is what would come out if I started "just writing." It sucks.....

...Created 2008-02-20 16:01:22

dotsJournal: Wow....dots
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Mood: Is it really so....?

I think....










I'm ACTUALLY....









....a writer!

*looks around shocked*

...Created 2006-10-14 13:27:22

dotsJournal: Silver Devildots
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Mood: TIRED!!!!!

*scowls* That Silver Devil....why am I so dependent? I can't exist without it less than ten feet away from me these days...

...I suppose it has something to do with the way it speaks to me....*laughs*

Just read the poem...

...Created 2006-10-03 00:33:54

dotsJournal: See Who I Amdots
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Mood: Um..let's not get into that right now...

(Lyrics by Within Temptation)

Is it true what they say,
Are we too blind to find a way?
Fear of the unknown cloud our hearts today.
Come into my world,
See through my eyes.
Try to understand,
Don't want to lose what we have

We've been dreaming
But who can deny,
It's the best way of living
Between the truth and the lies

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,
This is not the end.

Fear is withering the soul
At the point of no return.
We must be the change
We wish to see.
I'll come into your world,
See through your eyes.
I'll try to understand,
Before we lose what we have.

We just can't stop believing
cause we have to try.
We can rise above
Their truth and their lies.

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,
This is not the end.

I hear the silence
Preaching my blame.
Will our strength remain
If their power reigns?

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and
find a way.
The world is in our hands,

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and
find a way.
The world is in our hands,

This is not the end....

~~~~~~~

Me: Right now... "Love is a Weed" "Between a Rock and a Hard Place" "Slow Death" "My Death" "Wanderers" "The Unreachable Star"....all applicable, but don't worry....I'll be just....fine.

...Created 2006-09-21 12:41:15

dotsJournal: ....dots
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Mood: Tired but incredibly proud....

Wanderers explains it all......

...Created 2006-09-14 03:36:13

dotsJournal: MORE lyricsdots
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Mood: I'm pretty sure I'm okay...idk though...

I don't know how I managed to NOT know about this song. It could have been my perfect theme-song for SO long. Suitable too, because I have brown/hazel eyes....

"Behind These Hazel Eyes" - Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

...Created 2006-09-05 00:27:55

dotsJournal: hmm....dots
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Mood: Eh...neither here nor there...

All I Ask of You - Phantom of the Opera

No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
Let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you,
To guard you and to guide you . . .
Then say you love me every winter morning,
Turn my head with talk of summertime . . .
Say you need me with you, now and always . . .
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you . . .
Let me be your shelter,
Let me be your light.
You're safe: no-one will find you
Your fears are far behind you . . .
All I need is freedom,
A world that's warm and bright
And you always beside me
To hold me and to hide me . . .
Then say you'll share with me
One love, one lifetime . . .
Let me lead you from your solitude . . .
Say you need me with you here, beside you . . .
Anywhere you go,let me go too
That's all I ask of you . . .
Say the word and I will follow you...
Share each day with me, each night, each morning . . .
Say you feel the way I do
That's all I ask of you . . .
Anywhere you go let me go too . . .
Love me -that's all I ask of you . . .

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Note: My three most recent poems were written several days ago....I wrote them in the order that they are posted...and all within 24 hours (though, technically, the first one was written a different day from the other two).
Enjoy!

...Created 2006-08-31 22:21:44

dotsJournal: *sigh*dots
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Mood: I'm okay.... Really......!

When there was me and you - lyrics

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

...Created 2006-08-28 22:23:08