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dotsJournal: dots
Mood: Brain Fried

I hate uni at the moment...i probably wouldn't if i could be bothered to do more actual work...

...Created 2008-02-28 11:33:00

dotsJournal: dots
Mood: Worried

Prayers for my vicar and family much appreciated as they are going through one hell of a time family wise.

...Created 2007-01-31 05:29:39

dotsJournal: Clothesdots
Mood: Tired

Ain't been on for ages...but maybe I'm back...I'm now at uni doing an English degree...and there's far too much work for a lazy bugger like me!!! Really shouldn't have gone clothes shopping with a friend today...1. I haven't actually got the cash, 2. Said friend screwed when she realised that I've gone down another clothes size...

...Created 2007-01-25 17:11:42

dotsJournal: Why?dots
Mood: Dead

You ever had that feeling that nothing is going right, that it doesn't matter whatever you do is wrong. I have exams about now and God be damned I can't concentrate on them...I can't concentrate on's taking enough concentration to continue breathing. I'm sick of walking down the road scared of what is going to happen, tired of continously begging others to walk with me but not being able to explain why. Of trying to hide, trying to run but always, always failing. I don't know quite how long I can stick this, the constnt looking, searching...sleepless nights relieving past horrors. The past has a nasty way of turning up in a car right on your doorstep I have found. I'm sick to death of spending my whole life scared shitless and a jibbering wreck. I can't see the point what so ever...but in the same way that I don't have the courage to live, I don't have the courage to die either...which just proves how useless I am really.

...Created 2006-06-11 14:10:31

dotsJournal: 3 hour lecture?dots
Mood: Too much at once...

Why do I volunteer to do 2 3 hour lectures on the same day...along with normal school lessons...I've gone mad...I thought oh it'll look good on my CV that's why...BRAIN DEAD.

...Created 2005-01-26 16:35:18

dotsJournal: Exam results!!!dots
Mood: I won!

You will never guess this. 2 A*, 4 A, 4 B, and 1 C. That 1 C was also just one mark off a B...Drat. But I have my place in 6th form. Whoot. *Starts skipping around well, until the dog bites her ankle!*

...Created 2004-08-27 08:03:32

dotsJournal: Exams overdots
Mood: Yeay!!

W00t, exams finished. He He HE He He. Sorry, hyper now, last day of my exams and I now have 11 weeks to do as i please. YEAY!! indeed! No more school until September, and then it's sixth form. But I'm not thinking of that - I'm just concentrating on 11 weeks with no homework, no revision and spending 5 hours a day with 6-8 year old kids. OK, call me mad, but that's what i enjoy. They are just so cute, well, until they start killing each other on the playground in open warfare, puking up on you, or crying because "HE NICKED MY DOLL!" Ok, maybe they aren't so cute, but I still enjoy being around them and so have got myself a work experience placement at Mapplebourough Primary School. Wh00t, W00t, w00t, Wh00t. OK, I'll shuddup now.

...Created 2004-06-25 08:45:15

dotsJournal: I feel happy!!!dots
Mood: Hyper

I feel happy, oh so happy, ... can't remember the rest of the words!!! He He

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...Created 2004-04-03 03:18:21

dotsJournal: Finished mathsdots
Mood: Tired

I finished maths on time with my weeks extension even though it did mean staying up to 3am last night. I am now shattered and still have two hours of school left. My foster parents have gone to France for the weekend and it's all unfair, I have to stay with a neighbour in case I through a party while they are gone. Adults!!! No trust these days.

...Created 2004-03-26 07:45:32

dotsJournal: Coursework.dots
Mood: Stressed

My maths coursework is in on Monday, he lost it and is refusing to give me an extension. So unfair. I've got to the point where I am begging the Head of the Maths department 'caus for the first time, IT'S NOT MY FAULT!
Greg still won't leave me alone...Oh I'll shut up now...

...Created 2004-03-18 11:32:40