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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    ...Created 2009-08-23 22:18:53

    dotsJournal: Come here?dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I have decided to create a new account while leaving this existing account in tact. As far as I'm concerned Serious Cutter 19 was and Narna is.
    I am in a completely different head space. And I have not written in quite some time.
    So, despite my reverie, I am desperate to try again, to try harder, to try and re-claim the satisfaction I had once.
    Both accounts will be equally valid.
    [I am me because of my experiences, not despite them]

    ...Created 2009-08-23 04:33:27

    dotsJournal: I Miss Youdots
    Mood: In Love

    "It's hard for me to say I love you as I'm standing over your grave"

    ...Created 2007-03-07 03:12:22

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I seem to be drifting ever closer into the emotional void that is my mind... I cant help but wonder am I losing it... better yet, what exactly is IT?
    sitting on my computer chair... (IM NOT NAKED, WHY WOULD I BE NAKED)... no really im not STOP thinking that!
    so as i said, sitting on my computer chair, i start to swivel... thinking ever so slightly on the topic "the meaning of life"... i have come to the conclusion that SEX is the very epiphany of life... WE LIVE TO BREED, AND THEN WE DIE!

    ...Created 2006-09-04 21:13:48

    dotsJournal: Happy, Joy Joydots
    Mood: Hyper

    This time, im terrified... has anyone been so frightened to be alone, left to ponder on all the things noise drowns out?
    well... yesturday I sat thinking about everything, when I do that, it messes with my head... there are very few peole I trust, and each is to busy to talk to, so I bottle up my emotions... yes... I'm a 'bottler'... I think many people are they just dont say anything about it (lol... if im the only obne who gets that and laughs... then i know im sad)...

    It has come to my attention, that my life sucks ass!...
    but really, who can help that... everyone's life sucks ass at one stage or another...

    I had exams last week, and well I know I've failed, I didnt study much at all, I'ts times like this when you know motivation could really come in handy. But well who can help it? (by the way that was a rhetorical question, you dont have to answer it)...

    Well as you can see, I'm going crazy, I know I lost a screw somewhere last night, but I couldnt find it anywhere, I looked under the kitchen bench (things always seem to find their way there)... but it was nowhere to be found, I guess I'll have to continue with a few screws loose!

    hmmm... erm... umm... arr... thats a good question let me be the one to answer that... seeing as you asked so nicely... I'll begin by repeating the question... if a purple elephant with pink polkadots could fly what would it say...? well my guess would be something along the lines of:

    well I figure I better leave you on a happy note... and well the angry elephant doesnt seem like the type to be cheerful *psst... I think he's a little insecure*... well here i go, to cheer you up...



    ...Created 2006-05-29 19:01:07

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: I... DONT KNOW!


    ...Created 2006-05-05 22:12:16

    dotsJournal: A LIL' SUMIN'dots
    Mood: Hyper

    a little something for the people in my life who are just so obsessed with me... of course their behaviour is understandable... LOL!

    you're desperate you know

    you're way to clingy

    you need to get over

    this obsession thingy

    I know im hot

    you want me bad

    I've heard enough

    I wont be had

    ...Created 2006-04-29 05:52:12

    dotsJournal: rant...dots
    Mood: Rant

    i have heard a few people say that our generation (basically teenagers nowadays) are getting whinier... i personally completely, toatally, entirely disagree with this statement... whether you think this statement is true or not i dont give a sh*t right now (sorry but im kinda pissed off!)...
    children, or teenagers nowadays are NOT getting whinier... but we are growing up faster than any other generation... we are getting into drugs, alcohol, sex, and more, faster than ever before, teenagers (well... you could call them children) of young ages such as 12 and up, are getting into all sorts of mischief... personally children of this age should not be drinking having sex taking drugs, getting raped,rape leading to suicides at an older age, or at the age they are at now (the rate of suicides over the world is increasing)... all i can say is that children should be children, they have plenty of time to grow up. if they start these sorts of things at such a young age, its going to lead them to an early grave!
    all those people who think our generation is getting whinier, your WRONG! we just have been placed into harder situations than ever before!

    ...Created 2006-04-27 07:40:49

    dotsJournal: randomdots
    Mood: Crazy

    I buy the meat pie of death...
    but unfortunately the sauce of peace costs extra!

    ...Created 2006-04-24 09:06:21

    dotsJournal: a story thing..dots
    Mood: Crazy

    this is a story thing that my little sister wrote... i thought it was kinda funny... i dont know what its called, but you have to read it kinda fast to get the full effect...

    your so bummed right now you cant believe it is so,so,so annoying its like u get chocolate and then they say "one piece thats it no more no less" and your like "cant I have one more peice", and like they said before "no-more, no-less" and your like agian "i hate you right now" so you run a way but u dont get any where and your still like "i hate you". So you call on your friends and they're all out, or busy its so pain-full you just wanna bite someone's face off... ILL KILL YOU!
    ...Then your like, "right i dont wont no more chocolate" ... but they say "no more no less"... and you ask god "why me, why me?" and he/she replies im out or too busy too look after your life so,so,so annoying... then you say "THATS IT!" im not saying another word...
    Till they say "chocolate time"
    And the cycle starts agian... and the same things get said and your like "I wish, I was never born"... then you wake up to the sound of an angel and your like "I love you"... but you relies that the angel was your dog and your dog was like "barkbarkbarkbark" and your like "get off me Mr Scrappy boy, ill feed you in a minute"... but you fall asleep, and when you do wake up agian your dog has died from starvation... and your like "Im a little hungry"... and then u say "oooooohhh i only have dog food, ill try it" and first time you try it, its ok but when you try it the second time you read the can... like you do when you eat cereal... and the can says "do not eat, dog food only"... and you die next to your dog and when you get up to heaven God isn't there and your like why isnt God here and you see a note next to one piece of chocolate and the note says "gone fishing 1 piece of chocolate no more no less" so you ring your great dead uncle and he doesnt answer, and on his machine it says "gone out"... so you get down on ur knees and say its to familiar and you *cry**cry**cry*cry*

    ...Created 2006-04-17 02:07:32

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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