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    dotsJournal: into the unknowdots
    Mood: anxious

    sage the scents pulls me into the past where shadows cast from the bondfire spiral stretching out over the snow until they mesh with the darkness. We can't see the river from here; but it's there at the bottom of the valley, I can't explain it logically but I can feel it, its rhythm gently moving through the woods in hushed tones beneath sheep skins being beaten until our hands throb from the blood plunged into our fingers chanting dancing lost.....I long for it to lose myself in something greater this union of souls coming together for something bigger than ourselves no talking just feeling. ----------------------------------------------------------- Entertaining thoughts of walking away without looking back. now the catylst in a reaction of utterances and intention bent into reality but fear is here as well. Can I start over and will that start be actually what i desire this pyre of inspiration was all but extinguished now burning brighter than ever as if i never severed ties with my former self delving into dreams shelved for years peering into inaudible silence and extracting meaning from streamed documentaries

    ...Created 2015-08-09 17:59:04

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    so excited and nervous fighting feelings of inadequacy that dominate my mind am I smart enough to start over been such a long time since i used my brain

    ...Created 2015-08-04 19:43:10

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    pushing out product as fast as I can popping baked breads out of the pan don't care what it looks like cause the companies standards have shifted
    equipped with a broom, a mop, a few rags i tie them together and raise a white flag of surrender
    i can't pretend it doesn't kill me inside to put out product that I feel like i should hide
    but try as I may to put on a good front the misery seeps out like grease from a buntcake pan

    ...Created 2015-04-22 17:24:51

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Stressed

    So tired i woke up early again before solar rays could make their way between the cracks of thick curtains A certain someone thundered down the hallway and wiggled into bed tried to commandeer my blankets and slip the pillow out from under my head

    ...Created 2015-03-21 14:35:18

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    puddles muddles the surface of this
    ice black water beneath cleaving through
    the blue of the big lake makes its way through glaciers to face the eastern sun
    birds have begun to come back to branches abandoned last winter
    reiterated thoughts of you strewn along snowbanks along with empty bottles and fast food wrappers
    black spirals trapped beneath my skin syphine warmth
    solar rays breaking through the gray drape thats been in place since late October

    ...Created 2015-03-15 15:12:07

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    the snow flows in tiny streams along the sides of the road pooling in massive puddle where the asphalt crumbles intermingling with the gravel two track that follows over the rusty fence atop snow densly packed into a path through the woods tiny feet scamper like hooves barely indenting the snow bright red coat blazing in the black and white landscape A holly berry except all joy, no poison I may finish later right now its nearly his bed time and i want to hang out with him

    ...Created 2015-03-08 19:16:05

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Midnight parking lot lights leave halo retinal rings The air is crisp; the scent of cloves, e-cig vapor lingering a beacon in the darkness baker's whites amid the night Key clinks in the lock tumber activating at its arc Ice bounces from its maker Mini glaciers to the sea the quiet hum of the hood blower clicking off when it hits temp-------------------------------i'll finish tomorrow maybe got put the kid to bed and still sick = p

    ...Created 2014-10-06 18:58:30

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I have to leave I can scarely breathe sleeper laden lashes evaporate as steam clean and open up my consciousness I've been bested by dream rippled river taken back presents I though a giver would want to receive I believe I can fly or that eyes fly solo lazy more like over-industrious--------------------------------------- It pains me to think paper riddled with ink will wrinkle and in time lose it message This vessels vestige; a journey wrought with with sought after baubbles, squirels incorporate into the nest. We create things that will accumulate saturate and eventually break down into their original pieces ------------------------------------------------ water droplets gather between the smattering of feathers tethered to my scapula with ink. I know what your thinking angles wings? how cliche But some women are angels resurrecting creative sparks within engines long out of fuel Combustion, cognition, mouths open drooling in their sleepwalking working daily routines trying to get ahead ending up guillotined So serene are those eyes that sky dare to dream of clouds that end drought brought about by lack of imagination An Equation what do I equal? Am I the sum of my parts? Or just some old fart longing for day long extinguished hoping to relinquish my grasp of reality beyond a bald pate and wrinkles welled deep with tears held back someone come up and smack me and allow that compassion to fashion something new into being unblemished by time or rhyme or boredom

    ...Created 2014-09-17 09:57:07

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    late in the night amphetamines delight in my lack of sleep
    a vampire squinting in the growing spire of light peaking from the horizion
    my eyes long to close within some sort of schedule but all order is elusive

    ...Created 2014-04-18 14:35:05

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I was terrified and your mother cried tears of joy
    smiling at her boys for the first time together
    holding the enormity of what your 6 lbs 10 oz meant
    with both arms
    for two hours we waited
    your mother was in recovery
    She wanted told hold you so bad but trembling hands
    held her back

    ...Created 2014-01-18 12:55:01

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (3) written by endlessgame23
    Yes written by poetotoe
    an unashamed poverty written by Daniel Barlow
    Journey written by endlessgame23
    I AM THANKFUL FOR written by Ramneet
    More then just goodbye written by faideddarkness
    Fasade written by jackz
    PEARL (Exclusive Poem) 10th Anniversary... written by Cordell
    descent written by TheBadSadMan
    The Unicorn written by BlazeFlamme
    Sleep Talk written by Queen_of_spades
    a mood to be free written by Daniel Barlow
    To the Devil and Candle written by HisNameIsNoMore
    no words for how graceful you are in this moment written by Daniel Barlow
    i've missed written by mysalvation
    My Four Seasons written by faideddarkness
    Love written by saartha
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (final) written by endlessgame23
    Or are we written in the sand? written by Chelebel
    Blood Stains Are The Worst written by ForgottenGraves
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (4) written by endlessgame23
    Physician, Heal Thyself written by WriteSomething
    The Old Mill written by Wolfwatching
    Deep Into A World Of Despair written by DeathTone
    Your Lover written by Cordell
    Etiquette written by saartha
    Formal Jen written by Daniel Barlow
    You read free written by poetotoe
    Cosmic Dreams written by Chelebel
    Carry written by saartha




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