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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    yada yada yada whatever

    ...Created 2013-02-03 15:35:14

    dotsJournal: Authoritydots
    Mood: Headaches

    How do you revolt against someone you have to see everyday? Someone who has complete control over you. It sickens me to hear them laugh, gossip, and critisize so many people. It is so fucked up that those people are my supposed authority figures. The words "authority figures" is such a fucked up concept in general. I'm sure that every person of authority has had their moments of shame. Who are you to tell me whats right and wrong when I can clearly see that what appears right to you is on so many levels wrong to me. I suppose people are just so bored with their lives these days that they have nothing else to do than to idly comment on the weak natures of others. Damn hypocrytes. If I stand up, if I defend the other people, the ones in their little made up stories, then all of a sudden I'm the enemy. Before I know it, they spit out things like "you're wrong" "you don't know anything" "we're adults" "you are grounded since you are back talking us" or in other words they are actually saying "we know what we are doing is wrong, we are just getting irritated that you are raining down on our gossipy parade". Fuck you guys, just fuck you.

    ...Created 2013-02-02 12:07:37

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    aww ive been neglecting wittle eliteskills lol y'all know where to go for the better stuff :P inbox me for info and Jackie, you better love me, you're stuff is ready to go!

    ...Created 2013-01-24 16:20:53

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Your smile makes my temperature rise
    You intoxicate my soul with your eyes

    ...Created 2013-01-08 21:08:01

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I hate when the word delicious is used as an adverb.
    "She was deliciously intrigued"

    ...Created 2013-01-06 23:44:08

    dotsJournal: Online Journaldots
    Mood: todays entry

    You know, in life there will always things that happen to you that really piss you off. As painful as it may be, it is important to accept and move on. I know what you're thining, "if I don't give an argument, if i don't fight back, if I accept, I will feel defeated. It would be like showing the world that it is okay for this shit to happen to me." I don't have a clear answer to this. I know it's hard to let go of the things that nag and bother you, but if you don't let go, its like youre still holding on to that snake thats biting down your flesh, injecting its poison that runs down deeper and deeper in your blood stream. Oh boy, no ones perfect, i get so pissed off all the time. What really frustrates me is when I can't rationally deduce why feel this way. When reason gets thrown out of an argument, I feel like I am a stuck in the middle of the ocean and I can't swim. My whole life is based on reason, so those moments where I can't use it scare me. But you know what, If you keep holding on to those things that scare and bother you, youll be all nightmares and no dreams. It's hard, believe me I know, but its so ridiculously necessisary to do so in order to live a happy life. Similar to how athletes work really hard to be able to get their heart rate from skyrocketing to below average, I feel like humans should work hard to shorten the "recovery time" between being so pissed off at something and completely letting it go. We don't want to let it all go, we are arrogant creatures, but when one learns to control themselves, they become so sucessful in life. Basically life is one big test full of trials, and then you die. Everything is temporary. Everything. So why waste any precious second wasting your energy on a stupid issue you wont remember in the long run. Anger is a waste of time and energy, I'd rather use that same energy and effort level to, eh I don't know, play my guitar.

    ...Created 2013-01-05 23:19:25

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Life is too short to be inhappy about things. If something makes you unhappy, then get rid of it. Cheers mates

    ...Created 2013-01-04 09:31:33

    dotsJournal: Overthinkdots
    Mood: playful

    Oh, i don't overthink. I just intensly analyze every tiny microscopic bit of information my senses take in and then use the analyse to formulate various hypothesis towards what seems to be the conclusion of all these microscopic bits of information, whether the morcels of knowledge i produce be accurate or in most cases faulty logic. And then use that formulation in order to comprehend what actions and/or events are taking place.'s hardly the same thing....erm....

    ...Created 2013-01-03 19:33:23

    dotsJournal: 2013dots
    Mood: fresh

    The fireworks ignite the dark skies. Beautiful rays of glittery gold splays across the heavens and dissolves into the black. These are the days where man made objects outshine the stars. Science at its best. I do not feel my eyelids closing; I want to capture every moment of this majestic wonder. Sparkling skies and sparkling wine, passionate kisses and crazy dances. Even though the air is laced with perfumes, firework smoke, and spices, there is a certain freshness to it. Out with the old in with the new. I feel so happy , yet sad at the same time. I am escited for the new year, but this is the year everything ive known is going to change. Cheers mates

    ...Created 2013-01-01 00:11:42

    dotsJournal: small talkdots
    Mood: catty (since theres a cat on meh lap)

    them: whats your current job?
    me: oh im a writer
    them: so no occupation?
    me: *chuckles* precisely

    I swear this coversation also happens in "The Pedestrian", right?

    ...Created 2012-12-29 23:09:42

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    Every..... written by jackz
    AI written by poetotoe
    Blood Stains Are The Worst written by ForgottenGraves
    The Song on Your Guitar written by SavedDragon
    Cosmic Dreams written by Chelebel
    Pain, an elixir. written by Ramneet
    True Death written by layDsayD
    Before, Now, & After written by SincerWritinAsh
    Fasade written by jackz
    written by Daniel Barlow
    Summer written by layDsayD
    Still Fighting See? written by ForgottenGraves
    The Severed Head written by HisNameIsNoMore
    Or are we written in the sand? written by Chelebel
    new moon written by CrypticBard
    Sunset written by rev.jpfadeproof
    It's Night Now written by RisingSon
    Your Lover written by Cordell
    written by Daniel Barlow
    Bond written by saartha
    Once Again written by krs3332003
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (7) written by endlessgame23
    Devils in the Details written by endlessgame23
    Linger written by saartha
    Push written by JanePlane
    Waiting written by Daniel Barlow
    Sleep Talk written by Queen_of_spades
    Happy Saint Patrick's Day written by poetotoe
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (final) written by endlessgame23
    4th Season of Vivaldi written by HisNameIsNoMore




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