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    dotsJournal: The Ghost Psalmdots
    Mood: In Love

    The Ghost Psalm,
    Realization comes through reaping
    Reality contained in quite
    My companions are walking corpses
    I am buried with your words
    Turned their backs to me
    Scared to see the ghost
    Turned and walked away
    Scared to see the ghost
    Time to go one last look, one last touch. A ghost to those I love
    Time to go one last look, one last touch. A ghost to those I love
    So close
    So close to separation
    A ghost without a grave
    A ghost without a name
    So close.

    this is by ZAO

    ...Created 2005-08-16 21:57:14

    dotsJournal: 7-18-05dots
    Mood: Relaxing

    Today is the first day I felt as if I can breath.
    Last night i unplugged the phone.
    I managed to get out of every entangling engagement I could have had.
    Came home cooked chicken and dumplings. My mom recipe and it is the first time it had ever turned out right.
    Exercised and soon to bed.
    Itís been a perfect day. Now since I have dinner for the rest of the week tomorrow I am going to work on my reading and guitar playing. Maybe for just this week my wish my come true. Hopefully it wonít hunt me.

    ...Created 2005-07-19 01:54:31

    dotsJournal: 6-28-04dots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    i need to make myself breath.
    i am on my lunch break. work has been driving me nuts and i want to walk out. just simple leave.
    i just want to go home and lay in bed. fall deep into a sleep. not wake up for at lest two days.
    i know i am not the only one who feels this way. everyone feels overworked and broken. mangment has foolishly sent us a note asking us to write down and trun into them why moral is low. that is there shallow attempt to show they care. they know why. there are wemon crying in the office everyday. i never cry and last week i cryed for the first time in the six months i have been working here. i feel it again today. but not yet. breath.
    hehe my roomate is still being creepy.

    ...Created 2005-06-28 15:55:32

    dotsJournal: 6-27-05dots
    Mood: Relaxing

    so today is going well. brine called me and put me to sleep last night. i love it when guys do that. i talk to them untill we part and then go to sleep.
    also he woke me up when he called and got me out of my longing mood. i think i will write a poem about it though. another thing that i am happy about luke came home last night which mean we will be hanging out again soon.
    work is alright. my creepy roomate is still creepy.

    ...Created 2005-06-27 17:39:34

    dotsJournal: 6-26-05dots
    Mood: The Usual

    so last night luke took me home from work.
    my creepy roomate was waiting for me on the step.
    luke know everything about what has been going on with my creepy roomate.
    i knew luke had to go casue he has prier obligation.
    so i gave him a hug and got out.
    my roomate had already talked a bit to him.
    then he came over to me on the other side of the car. and asked me if i needed any help carrying my stuff into the house.
    i said no thank you.
    he got into the car anyways and said. only a child of God can enter into this car. since you are not a child of God you can not indeed enter into this car. then he
    then he handed me something and said here now your a child of God.
    yelled at me for calling our land lord on him. told me that there was all the love waiting for me if i wanted it.
    luke looked at me. i looked at him. closed the door and walked away.
    he waited to leave untill i got to the door.
    then i know my roomate could not fallow me in because he was somoking a cigerit.
    i went inside and locked myself into my room.
    thats where is stayed all night.
    i wanted him to think i left the hosue so i wouldnt answer the phone in my room.
    it worked.
    another awsome friend came by at two in the morning. he quitely called out to me so i knew who it was.
    i opened the door.
    we talked and cuddled. it was great.
    then he left. he made me feel better and happy.
    the funny thing is between both of them when one cant be there the other one is. God is awsome and He knows what i need.

    ...Created 2005-06-25 17:25:01

    dotsJournal: 6-25-05dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    i have a creepy roomate. last night he was scaring me.
    there was someone in my house and i never found out who it was. i freaked out. tryed to call some people i know and couldnt get a hold of the first two.
    finaly got a hold of my puppy and told him i was scard.
    then we got off the phone.
    the only thing that kept chanting through my mind was part of a perfect circle song, saying "go to sleep."
    at work lately we as usualy are under staffed. under paid and over worked. when your dealing with little children its not ok.
    so ive been stressed out.
    i have had some awsome people help me lately. they know my love for them and who they are.
    also i loose myself in musice. i allow it to travel through my mind. each insterment. each rift. each melady.
    i allow it to take me...
    i fall into it.
    i am inspired to write a poem about it.
    good. i needed to be inspired.

    ...Created 2005-06-24 16:19:41

    dotsJournal: lovesicknessdots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    i am sick. with some sort of head cold and terrable lovesick. but all of that is expressed in "A lament of love." so i will not carry on about it again. hay just wanted everyone to know i love you all even though i dont know you. reading everyones post and writing and commenting does a lot for me. LOVE the classical writing.

    ...Created 2005-02-22 04:31:23

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    i am happy.
    no real reason. i just want to share my love to everyone. my heart and its beat i would give to all to feel the way i do. contant and happy.
    love snuff

    ...Created 2005-01-18 22:23:47

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    it is the night before Christmas and still i havenít even read the story of God.
    it seem as if it is merely another day of the year. when acutely it is a time to reflect and remember the one i love more then anything.
    i keep searching to find an answer that i donít even have a question for. yet i am content.
    that i believe is from God. to be content.

    ...Created 2004-12-24 16:44:00

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Head Aching

    i ahd an emtional break down today or something like it.
    my family wanted to take me away to the mountais because of it.
    i had to work.
    we called work and i was still crying. they said no.
    not only no but they said it so could heartedly that my family said no.
    so know i have no job and i dont know what i feel.
    i dont know what i feel about anything.
    just apathy.
    just here.

    ...Created 2004-12-19 21:45:05

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