Journal: A whole new Me. -------------------------------------------
Mood: blahI think I should give up writing. My last few poems have been attrocious. My old ones were so good in my eyes and the new ones just seem to be choppy. I need to be inspired. I need a new muse. I am completely over my depresssion now, so I don't know what to write about... My depression made me write awesome things. I think I may give up on this site for a little while until I find soem inspiration. Well have a great life everyone!
Mood: Moo! 0.oYeah not sure what to write. i just felt it has been too long since i last wrote. Today i have a JOB INTERVIEW!!! And Tomorrow is DRESS DOWN DAY!! HELL YES!!! i will be so happy to wear normal clothes. and hopefully i get this job. AND monday i have a field trip so i will miss most of my classes! w00t! I am writing a research paper on vampires <3 but some fucked up dumb chick should shut her mouth. and stop pouring milk on people. i hate her. sorry had to add that. MY AUNT IS HAVING A GIRL!!! YAY. well i gotta go. language is almost over.. *sigh* i was supposed to work but i didnt feel like it so i was just being bored. see ya all later. OHH and go comment my newest poem!!! please???
runescape is weird. QUACK!!!!...Created 2006-04-06 09:43:15
Journal: Valentine's day -------------------------------------------
Mood: Too much at once...Happy valentine's day everyone out there!!! and read my newer poems and comment them! i need feedback! i dislike valentine's day alot. i am always alone.. and i have bad things to do today. ugh. aint life wonderful? :) well hope all of you guys out there are having a magical Valentine's day!!!!!!
One of our gerbils might die. we are getting rid of my cat. she is evil. i hate her so much. ...Created 2006-02-14 13:21:44
Mood: Ranti have realized almost everyone i know has a story book romance. you know where their lives arent perfect, they meet a guy they fall in love, they spend every waking moment with each other that they can and all that junk? i want that. more than anything thast what i want. i hate being alone. all my friends are going to winter formal with boys. ME? i dont even have a crush on a single boy! how can this be??? and for that matter i dont even have a crush on a girl either. i dont like anyone at all. but all my friends are in "love". i just wish sometimes i was like them, maybe i should be more flirty, talk more in school, do something to stand out and make boys want to date me.. but i want them to want me for me. and LOVE me. i dotn want no short term thing. i just want love. true love. all ive ever asked for was love. i dont need to be popular, or pretty, or rich, just be loved. sometimes i just want to cry because i know no boy will ever love me like i want him to. well enough ranting. later everyone.....
Ashley...Created 2005-11-03 18:41:46
Journal: 40 some days. -------------------------------------------
Mood: Guess what!?40 some days.. i think 48 until harry potter and the goblet of fire the movie comes out! november 18! yup. ok bye now. no one leaves me messages on here or comments my poems.. :(...Created 2005-10-02 17:43:21
Mood: At Warokay well school has started and this week we had to start wearing our uniforms. so yeah me and a bunch of people protested the uniform yesterday and are doing iit again tomorrow, they most likely wont get rid of teh uniforms because my school sucks ass but atleast i tried. so yeah i get to stay home now cuz i refuse to wear the uniform and i get oss. but i will be going to cyber school soon so i will be happier. my school is so retarded. but i will not wear the uniforms and conform ever. Mr. kinder tried to tell me why its so great today and he didnt have any strong points. he said there were more good outcomes than negative iwth uniforms. what a load of shit. but yeah this is enough writing. ...Created 2005-09-07 15:03:44
Mood: Ugh... I hate my life.ok well summers coming to an end. school starts in 5 days. this summer was my worst. hopefully i have a good school year. im going to be alone though. i wont know anyone in my classes. this sucks. and i have realized i have no real friends. they all just use me when they need me... where are they when i need them? jackies home from camping, shes been home for three days and hasnt stopped by to say hi. i hung out with jacci like once this whole month. that was fun i must say but... i never see her now. yesterday was sooo beautiful and i wanted to go out but i had no one to go with... what would i do all by myself? i have no friends.... well this is enough ranting for a night.. so later everyone...
Ashley...Created 2005-08-23 03:27:16
Journal: Harry Potter -------------------------------------------
Mood: Guess what!?i finished harry potter and the half blood prince around 1 this afternoon.. OMFG... no one will guess who the half blood prince is!!! soooooooooooooooo sad!!!! WHY DO THEY HAVE TO KILL PEOPLE????? ok well i dont no what else to say cuz i dont wanna spoil the book for those who havent read yet.... ...Created 2005-07-22 20:32:06
Mood: Just Hungryfriday was weird, i did go to zubers for like 45 mins. he had his arm around me.. he was trying to get me drunk ... for some 'unknown' reason.... kinda scary.. but there was people there. 2 people my aunt me and him. he was drunk.. lol. yea than dumb shit happened when i got home.. grr dumb andrew.... but it was fun than i spent part of saturday, that night, and all of sunday with chanel. SOOOOOO much fun! i missed her alot! and i got to see jaden alot. we saw pacifire, and some of amityville horror(old 1st) took jaden to the hospital. went to mc donalds and played in the play place. we went to hieslers sunday and played miniture golf and went to the arcade and me and chanel got each other matching rings and braclet. than we got ice cream and drew made a mess of him self.. it was hilarious! and austin was flirting with me.. and hes like 10 or something.... ! than we went and visited jaden and than i went home. ok thast enough writing. bye. now.
ashley....Created 2005-07-18 06:11:19
Mood: Thinking...im boerd. no ones on. i dont know what to do.. lol. hmmm... well my days gonna be cool i guess cuz my aunt susans coming over with her bf andrew. and i might be going to a party. :) fun fun. and my mom will be away all day! haha she has to work.. lol. party time!! i hope jaccis going too... if not ill be all alone... with zuber o_O.. scary thoughts. lol not really. ok well im bored and i dont know what else to type.. woot my first journal entry! bye
ashley...Created 2005-07-15 05:24:13