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    dotsJournal: All We Can Dodots
    Mood: The Usual

    Sometimes, all we can do is, nothing.
    Wait for anything.
    Hope for everything.

    Just keep breathing, and remind yourself that whatever comes out of the abyss, has to be accepted or changed.
    If you can't accept, I hope you have the energy to destroy.
    Because I'm tired.

    ...Created 2012-01-26 22:48:51

    dotsJournal: I saw it comingdots
    Mood: The Usual

    It's true. I told the story in great detail, wrote it down in the corner of my mind and pre-stamped it with an 'I told you so'.

    Maybe that's why this doesn't hurt as bad as it used to.
    - Maybe that's how I know, I know you.
    - Maybe I am doing what you did to me, in an emotional form instead of a physical one.

    Am I the hypocrit with sharp edged words, that I carelessly throw at you with pre-brewed anger?
    Or perhaps I feel I am causing the damage, because I have made you unable to do so.

    If I didn't know any better, I would say I was over you.

    - I know. Not even I can believe that.

    ...Created 2011-05-13 22:30:29

    dotsJournal: I'm a Runnerdots
    Mood: The Usual

    Hello rain and peak-a-boo sunshine. I like you both equally some days, but miss you differently every day. It would seem there is a corner of my world that has a constant shine of both; the balance I've been working toward for so long. The balance that was suppose to promise me beauty. It's not too far from it, however it's coated in something ugly. Coated in the fire of what's hurting people that try to get too close. I feel protected, and not confined. Yet, my future is in cuffs. I know I'm suppose to break free - but is it so bad that I am in no rush? I'm hoping I can just wait until the metal rusts, and the chains will be pulled apart with ease.
    That's when everything else can fall into place. Dirty, a little old and over worn; but it will fit perfectly. I'm sure of it.

    ...Created 2011-04-26 15:00:02

    dotsJournal: Flakedots
    Mood: The Usual

    Yupp. I'm a flake. I haven't been blogging half as much as I wanted to, but that's because I need to buy a new computer. Oh well, I have a journal again - and that's what counts.
    I'm not the only one left who keeps a journal right?
    Or yanno, like... 12 journals...
    One for every mood. *Or at least that's what I tell people.

    ...Created 2011-02-24 11:39:06

    dotsJournal: Boo!dots
    Mood: Brand New

    It's true guys. I'm still alive.
    Really busy is all. And although I always seem so down here, it's only because this is where I go to *be* upset. To write my heart out with my tears and hope that when I'm done, I can go about my day and business as if everything was in fact candy and lolly pops.

    However, I've found that I'm mastering this more and more as I get older and more torn apart. Shitty things have happened, one after another. And you know what, I'm good. :)

    I received a message from a friend today that was giving me a hug. Not for any reason in particular, except just to remind me that there was someone in the world that was thinking about me on this particular day.

    I can't tell you guys how many people I think about on a daily basis. I can probably sit here and say 'You' (knowing that most of the people reading this are people who stalk me, and thus, I have grown to know. And it is YOU that I am talking about. I Think About You!)

    I wanted to send my love, and remind you all that no matter how upset we get (alone or together), life isn't all bad. And if it is, well that just means you're not only still existing, but you're fighting - and not a lot of people do that. Be Proud! This is your ONE life. Don't focus on what you can't change, focus on what you Will change.

    And if you find that you too, come here when you're upset, or come here and then find yourself upset... Try what I just signed up for today. Blogging.

    That's right site, I have a new friend to go with you. A positive friend. I'm blogging everything I think is hilarious or worth stating from here on in; and it's already starting to put me in a better mood.

    My only blog yet is called Sparkling in the Mud - they are just some test writes for now. Many more stories to come. I hope they make you laugh, and if not, make your own damn funny! ;)


    ...Created 2011-02-04 17:46:51

    dotsJournal: Heartlessdots
    Mood: The Usual

    I guess you could call me jaded.
    Feeling pain only when it's logical and worth it.
    Or even nt feeling pain, but being aware that I should be.

    Heartless. Jaded. Broken. Shadowed.
    Whatever you call it, it's never been easier to stay smiling.

    ...Created 2010-12-24 01:36:43

    dotsJournal: Old Piecesdots
    Mood: Confused

    I laced my fingers into yours,
    And sewed your name into my core
    Followed your footsteps on the floor
    until I saw them all, no more.

    ...Created 2010-11-14 02:36:36

    dotsJournal: Monopolydots
    Mood: The Usual

    When we all start playing the same game
    Rules change.
    Pieces change. Become more scarce.
    More rare, and beautiful.
    Sacrifice is huge or unnoticed,
    As we all can only see ourselves.
    Offensive or defensive. No happy medium.
    No line drawn.
    No good or bad, or right and wrong.
    Rules have changed.
    Lives have scattered.
    Too broken to finish, and no winner prevails.
    Just many, many pieces in a pile.

    ...Created 2010-10-20 02:47:37

    dotsJournal: Science...dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I just can't get the image and feeling of you,
    out of my head.
    Out of my heart.

    Naivety will be the death of me. And love will be it's weapon of choice.

    ...Created 2010-10-12 04:46:10

    dotsJournal: Damnit.dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I miss the you I thought I knew.

    ...Created 2010-10-08 18:14:31

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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