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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: content

    i smiled this morning...a real smile.

    "Miracles occur,
    if you care to call those spasmodic
    Tricks of radiance miracles. The wait's begun again,
    The long wait for the angel,
    For that rare, random descent."

    Sylvia Plath

    ...Created 2006-08-24 09:21:09

    dotsJournal: seriously???dots
    Mood: Over It

    i can do better...what was i THINKING???

    *plays cd smiling*

    "...So Now You're Thinking 'Bout
    All You're Missing -- How
    Deep You're Sinking, Round And Round And Dragging Down
    Why Don't You Cash In Your Chips
    Why Don't You Call It A Loss
    Not Such A Big Loss, Chalk It Up To Better Luck
    Could Have Been True Love
    But It Wasn't
    It Should All Add Up
    But It Doesn't

    There's Your Trouble, There's Your Trouble
    You Keep Seeing Double With The Wrong One..."

    ...Created 2006-08-23 12:28:16

    dotsJournal: my bestdots
    Mood: Sad

    ok Li Li, this is the best i got for today...i'm trying i really really am. so far i have learned a couple of things...1) i have THE GREATEST friends ever, who have refused to say "i told you so". and 2)at this point, i'm never gonna listen to my heart doesnt know a damn thing.

    here Li, see i AM listening to kelly clarkson right now!

    ...Created 2006-08-22 08:18:46

    dotsJournal: wowdots
    Mood: Depressed

    here i am yet again-a foolish stupid girl-brokenhearted

    i thought that maybe, just maybe, he had finally seen what i had to with no strings, no conditions, just complete acceptance. because of, not in spite of, who he is. to be there for him through all the bad stuff life dishes out. to share in his responsibilities, and to not be just another person he has to deal with...

    but he doesnt want that, at least not from me.
    He Doesn't Want Me...i get it now.

    ...Created 2006-08-21 12:08:23

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    "The most exciting happiness is the happiness generated by forces beyond your control."

    Ogden Nash

    ...Created 2006-08-17 10:59:43

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: grumpy

    i need some cheering up today.

    ...Created 2006-08-17 08:06:04

    dotsJournal: hangover...dots
    Mood: Confused

    i've spent most of the day feeling REALLY REALLY bad...ummm it may have something to do with the bottle of wine i drank last night. ya think? oh and i burnt a huge whole in one of my car seats last night...real good Nikki, real good...


    oh well, hopefully i learned somthing cause im going out again tonight...after the phone call i got last night...i may make it 2 bottles this time...


    what would you do if someone said you made them feel like this:

    Do You Remember?

    We never talked about it
    But I hear the blame was mine
    Iíd call you up to say Iím sorry
    But I wouldnít want to waste your time

    ícos I love you, but I canít take any more
    Thereís a look I canít describe in your eyes
    Yes we could try, like we tried before
    When you kept on telling me those lies

    Do you remember...?

    There seemed no way to make up
    ícos it seemed your mind was set
    And the way you looked it told me
    Itís a look I know Iíll never forget

    You couldíve come over to my side
    You couldíve let me know
    You couldíve tried to see the distance between us
    But it seemed too far for you to go.

    Do you remember...?

    Through all of my life
    In spite of all the pain
    You know people are funny sometimes
    ícos they just canít wait
    To get hurt again

    Do you remember...?

    There are things we wonít recall
    Feelings weíll never find
    Itís taken so long to see it
    Cos we never seemed to have the time

    There was always something more important to do
    More important to say
    But I love you wasnít one of those things
    And now itís too late

    Do you remember...?
    now its over...
    Do you remember...?

    just tell me now, tell me now
    just tell me now, tell me now

    Do you remember...?

    ...Created 2006-08-16 13:31:18

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: *blushing*

    *porn music playing*


    ok, a lil more awake now, i was just flattered here at work. yummmmmm...loves it!! im such a tease!

    *changes cd*

    Does yo chain hang low
    Do it wobble to the flo
    Does it shine in the light
    Is it platinum, Is it gold
    Could you throw it over ya shoulda
    If ya hot, to make ya cold
    Do your chain hang low

    ...Created 2006-08-14 13:46:01

    dotsJournal: mondaydots
    Mood: Sleepy

    *barely lifts head off desk enough to type*

    anyone have any coffee????


    ...Created 2006-08-14 08:00:06

    dotsJournal: TGIFdots
    Mood: Juggling Tasks

    *takes a deep breath and thinks to self*

    its Friday, its Friday, its Friday...just a couple more hours of this, and i get a drink!

    ...Created 2006-08-11 11:50:06

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    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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