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    dotsJournal: projectsdots
    Mood: The Usual

    I have been so bored lately!! I have this idea for a short story I want to write but I cant seem to make the pieces fit together. If or when I do, I will post it on here.

    ...Created 2009-11-28 18:31:02

    dotsJournal: A new lifedots
    Mood: Lonely

    So here I am, almost 21 years old and expecting my first child any time now. I have moved in to this new place, my laptop has been stolen, and I feel alone a lot and I am too pregnant to get a job right now. Things had started to look up for me until this week. Luckily the bad comes in threes and I got it all over with in just a few days. I tried to find a job and applied for one I thought would be perfect, only to not hear anything back from them. I hope things start looking up again, maybe when I have the baby.

    ...Created 2009-11-22 13:35:54

    dotsJournal: whats happeningdots
    Mood: Depressed

    well, my life isnt looking so good right now. I am in kind of a downward spiral. I am lonely and depressed. I am working a job I dont really like at Mc Donalds. My boyfriend pulls the same disappearing act every weekend, and I am high on painkillers almost all of the time. I dont want help. I dont want sympathy. I am simply venting. Nothing in my life has been the same since my bird Meeko died in January. I cry all the time because I still miss him. He was very special to me and he was taken away so suddenly. I need to get away. I need to get away from everything.

    ...Created 2008-03-31 11:54:55

    dotsJournal: todaydots
    Mood: Too much at once...

    Well today is the day of my uncles funeral. He died early friday morning. I am going to attend and be with my family for the first time in a while. I am not sure if my parents will show up, but I am going to be with my Aunt and my grandmother. It is a sad day. It just seems to be one thing after another lately.

    ...Created 2007-07-30 06:30:31

    dotsJournal: why?dots
    Mood: Depressed

    This week has been one bad thing after the other. I found out on monday that my boyfriend had been cheating on me. We talked it out at length and I gave myself a few days to think. On wednesday I realised I was late, meaning that I was most likely pregnant. I had never ever slep with anyone other than my boyfriend so I told him and this was the factor that made me realise that it was ok. I had recently been under the impression that I couldnt have children and I despirately want to be proved wrong. I was so happy I couldnt believe it was real. Well things started getting worse when my landlord brought up a few porblems she was having. I felt horrible hearing all that she had to tell us. And today I found out that I am in fact, not pregnant. My world is shattered. Sure it was only a couple of days but I had allowed myself to fall in love with something that never even existed to begin with.And still it left me heartbroken and devistated. I just hope I can pull through this one.

    ...Created 2007-07-20 21:24:17

    dotsJournal: lifedots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    Life is getting better lately. Once we solve out money problems we will be free and clear. If I get the job im going up for maybe I can even afford to start saving up for our wedding. I can't wait to get married to Steve, hes really special to me. I would go to the ends of the earth and back for him. We are in the middle of planning out engagement party right now...I think it will be fun no matter what we do. Things are looking up for us again and I am so glad. Its all coming together.

    ...Created 2007-07-06 09:49:53

    dotsJournal: My Canada daydots
    Mood: Depressed

    Well my canada day was pretty awesome. I spent it in downtown Ottawa with my boyfriend. By chance we ran into my cousin Coral and a few of her friends. We went around like a loud hyper mob. Not unlike everyone else there though. The fireworks were amazing! the best id ever seen and I had a blast hanging out with everyone. But that was the first time in a long time I had felt like that. Today its just going back to how I usually am, Putting up with everyones bullshit. People are really stupid sometimes.They frustrate me by trying to make my decisions for me and telling me whats best for ME.Well I think I can be the judge of that and I think I can take care of myself.I just wish people would let me make my own decisions for a change. I also wish that my friends would stop fighting. I ran away from home to get away from the fighting.

    ...Created 2007-07-02 10:01:52

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