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    dotsJournal: My Returndots
    Mood: Thinking...

    My dear Elite skills,
    How it has been so long, I once held you so dear. How I've neglected you...
    I'm finally back from all of my introversion and I think that I shall rise again to lift my fragile pen and let my thoughts roam free.

    ...Created 2009-09-07 19:36:26

    dotsJournal: The Dark Veildots
    Mood: The Usual

    So after sharing my works with some familiars, I have come to realize that a lot of my writting is dark.
    Not so much depressing because it's therapy for me, I suppose I'm a "Venting Poet" if I can even claim the title.
    What can I say? It's my style and I enjoy it. So if you'd rather read about happy sunshine elsewhere.

    ...Created 2006-11-08 10:10:24

    dotsJournal: Apologiesdots
    Mood: Sigh...

    My apologies to everyone who had been tracking my writting, along with those I was tracking.
    I've been extreamly busy.
    I just got back from Iraq not too long ago,
    still trying to recuperate.
    if you would like to contact me,
    here's my site.

    ...Created 2006-08-30 09:22:00

    dotsJournal: myspacedots
    Mood: The Usual

    If anyone is interested,
    I own a my space account.
    But let me know who you are before hand.

    ...Created 2005-12-08 04:15:20

    dotsJournal: Old Tunesdots
    Mood: The Usual

    "Lay you down" ~Conway Twitty~

    There's a lot of ways of saying
    What I want to say to you
    There's songs and poems and promises
    and dreams that might come true
    But I won't talk of starry skies
    or moonlight on the ground
    I'll come right out and tell you
    I'd just love to lay you down
    Lay you down and softly whisper
    pretty love words in your ear
    Lay you down and tell you all the things
    A women wants to hear
    I'll let you know how much it means
    Just having you around
    And darling how I'd love to lay you down

    there's so many ways your sweet love
    Made this house into a home
    You've got a way of doing
    little things that turn me on
    Like standing in the kitchen
    In your faded cotton gown
    With your hair all up in curlers
    how I'd love to lay you down
    When a whole lot of Decembers
    Are showing in your face
    Your auburn hair has faded
    And silver takes it's place
    You'll be just as lovely
    And I'll still be around
    And darling if I can I know
    I'd love to lay you down
    one key lower.. repeat chorus
    one key lower.. repeat chorus

    ...Created 2005-11-06 00:47:33

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    So tool kicks ass, for whatever reason it's been stuck in my head.

    "Sober" ~Tool~
    There's a shadow just behind me,
    shrouding every breath I take,
    making every promise empty,
    pointing every finger at me.
    Waiting like a stalking butler
    who upon the finger rests.
    Murder now the path called "must we"
    just before the son has come.
    Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
    something but the past and done?

    Why can't we not be sober?
    I just want to start this over.
    Why can't we drink forever.
    I just want to start things over.

    I am just a worthless liar.
    I am just an imbecile.
    I will only complicate you.
    Trust in me and fall as well.
    I will find a center in you.
    I will chew it up and leave,
    I will work to elevate you
    just enough to bring you down.

    Trust me.

    Mother Mary won't you whisper
    something but what's past and done.

    Trust me.

    I want what I want.

    ...Created 2005-10-30 01:43:13

    dotsJournal: Gargled Thoughtdots
    Mood: Head Aching

    "A Trace Of Jealousy"

    Possesses the face of flawlessness,
    no imperfections...just beauty.
    Eyes representing the egyptian flare
    skin as smooth as alabaster yet shaded caramilk.
    A smile that would make a stormy day bright
    and lift the hearts of those surrounding.

    She has everything that he yearns for....
    her physique...her face...her hair....her personality
    her ethnicity.....HER.

    How do you compete with perfection? when you are
    a collection of flaws.
    The feeling of jealousy is overwhelming.
    Envy: Yes one of the deadly sins.
    How am I supposed to accept the fact that he's had
    her once before and I do not doubt that he wants her again.
    He says she's just a friend, that she has her man...but her man doesn't know about their time together eiether. What if he did? I think he would feel the same as I.
    Intimidation.....Insecurity....I don't know what it is, but it's hurting me on the inside and I know he's beginning to see it.
    I cannot change what I think and feel.
    So as he turns his back on me and walks out the door....I wonder how far she is behind him to soothe his temper, his frustrations....

    ...Created 2005-10-21 04:53:11

    dotsJournal: 2 long 4 entrydots
    Mood: Frustrated

    I honestly don't know what this is, it isn't a poem, perhaps more of a song, I was singing it as I wrote it.
    I dunno. I guess that's what journals are for.

    "Simply Observed"

    You're all the same
    Deceitful and two faced
    I hate you soooo
    What if you died?

    I'd swear I wouldn’t care
    I'd smile and my boulders
    Would have fallen off my shoulders
    I swear I wouldn't
    Swear I wouldn't care.

    I know you think yourself a God
    Among mortals...
    Condescending and Criticizing
    All but yourself.
    I think your collar heavy
    And empty headed.

    Is it wrong for me to laugh?
    At how pathetic you are.
    To despise your soul
    How can you loathe someone completely?
    When inside your still so cold.

    I wish you dead
    Is that so wrong?
    I think inside you were
    Dead all along.

    Fuck you!!!
    Hate you, Loathe you,
    Hurt you, Bruise you,
    Cut you, Kill you,
    Erase you.......Alas forget you.


    ...Created 2005-10-08 05:32:18

    dotsJournal: 2007dots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    So it turns out, I'm moving back to NY after I get out of the Marines Corps, how about that?
    Can't wait. We won't ne too far away from Home and ma Babe's home, and we'll have Gussy. It's lookin good.
    I think I'll have to make a trip to Brooklyn First!! ;)

    ...Created 2005-09-21 03:19:53

    dotsJournal: The Insights...dots
    Mood: Relaxing

    So I've began to read the Celestine prophecies yet again, maybe I'm ready for the insights this time.
    It's a really good book, The Tenth Insight follows along with The Secret of Shambala.
    Out in Iraq you need some type of hobby to keep your sanity....and your temper.
    I'm going to try to read The DeVinci Code and Angels and Demons as soon as I can get them sent out here.
    I'll probably take up crochet too. Make some blankets for my room.

    Speaking of which. this living situation is really starting to get on my nerves, I'm living in a 6 Man Iso and I'm starting to get heated. At the same time it's an amusement because everytime I go back to the room and the end of the day, everything is re-arranged again. So It's like I'm walking into a whole new room. I have 3 chicks on one side of the room that believe in Section segregation and 2 other girls on my side, that have a slight case of claustrophobia. WHAT ARE THE CHANCES?? Either way I think it's funny as shit.
    I think I'll just have to take it upon myself to arrange a suitible room, whenever I get the chance.

    Austin: How did you deal???

    ...Created 2005-09-11 00:34:11

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