Jesus camp was amazingggg. It was nothing like what I expected. This was suposed to be like a Jesus Camp/Mission trip combined, which it sorta was, but it wasn't overly Christian. Yeah, there was prayers before every group meal, and a mini-sermon every evening, but there was no Bible studies, prayer groups, or anything else that usually makes a camp of a similar type so horrible. Christian enough to not feel like school, but not enough to create a feeling of suffocation. It was a mission trip, so every day people would go out and help people in the area. The group of people from my area worked on making a bathroom handicapp-acessable for a deaf-mute couple. Since I can keep going and going on this subject, I'm breaking this thing down into segments so I can do it when I have time..

It's interesting to see the effect I have on other people. I posted a new picture on myspace, a black-and-white one where I turned up the contrast and the brightness to achieve a look that was niether too dark nor too light. Now, one by one, people in King George are suddenly posting black-and-white pictures too. The first to change was Nathan...

On the 27th, I'm gonna go to North Carolina for a mission trip. Apparently it flooded there, so I have to go and help out build new homes and stuff like that. I won't get back until sometime in August...And no internet. I'm gonna try to get money on my phone so I can at least get the mobile version of some webpages..

After an exhausting week, drama workshop is over. After a week of driving, yelling, singing, and avoiding braid-obsessive girls, I'm ready to go back to my normal routine of sitting around doing nothing useful. Every day, we had to drive the looooong way to Northumberland county, get there by nine (Which means getting up at 6:30), learn dance steps, songs, lines, and techniques, and sometimes just sitting around being "silent", waiting for one of the teachers to be free to teach us. Then, a half-hour break for lunch, and we go back to work, and leave at two. After leaving there, we tend to go someplace else to waste our time in the area, like visit my grandparents or go to Wal-Mart. Sometimes we didn't get back until 9 P.M. And sometimes we forget to go to bed until eleven. But all that hard work paid off: Show Day.

There was two shows, one in the afternoon and one in the evening. We still had to get there early, for a dress rehearsal at which there was a few adults there watching (so we had to treat it as a real show), makeup, but we got free pizza. We had to be in costume all day, and those things get HOT. Thankfully, my part is mostly playing someone from the 21'st century, so my costume is basically jeans and a green polo. But, no matter the part, big or small, we all have to wear two napkins while eating: one in our lap and one tucked into our collar. And no one is allowed to remove any part of their costume, even if it includes gloves...

This play is Robinson Crusoe. Since the kids in it range from five to seventeen, the play is adjusted to have parts for such a wide range and number. (there's about sixty kids total) I got one of the better parts, being Friday's sibling, so I'm basically on the stage almost the entire time. Friday is being played by a professional actor simply because of the sheer number of lines; even she has a hard time remembering it all. It's only loosely based on the book, which they sorta "explained" by saying in the beginning something about "Making Book Your Own", which was accompanied by a dance number. All in all, it is a stupid play. Funny, yes, but very stupid.

The other actors there were fun. Since no one else there knew me except for my sister, no one knew of my shyness/dorkiness. So people (guys especially) were very freindly. Including some older guys...[mhahaha] I was called beautiful. By a seventeen year old. Me happy now.

KitKat, in slang terms, means to finger someone in the anus and have some of the brown stuff stick to the finger making the fingers look like a KitKat bar.
What's wrong with guys about your age? Any hot 15 year olds around?
Well, I told Nathan I didn't want to go through with it. I have yet to break up with him, he's so mad.

whats wrong with kit-kat?
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haha so i moved to **** ********** and this guy jordan. fucking hottest guy EVER! i will somehow get him. hes 17.

In my last phone convo with him, I discovered some things. These things I do not want to discuss here...
btw, I searched somethings, and I have been scared forever. Don't call me KitKat for awhile...

<<Yay! I can't belive you're on the same continitent as me finally!!!!!! He said that? Omg!!...>>
Well...where to begin. The seventeeth of June is my unlucky day, I've decided. You can figure out what happeded last year on that day. [the guy with the k?] Well, this year, on that date, I called R. Long story short, I don't think he likes me anymore. Two days ago, Amelia was im'ing Nathan, a guy I met at the science fair and talked to at school some, and Amelia had been freinds with most of the year. After my parental units took me to the libray and returned, I found Amelia conversing on the phone with her boyfriend, Dalton, which was not much of a surprise. Then, unexpectedly, Amelia handed the phone to me. After verifiying to ensure the other end had Dalton on it, he asked me if I would go out with Nathan.
I said yes, without thinking, because it was late and I'm closer to a robot than anything else on the phone when speaking to people I don't know well. Then, he kept texting me until I fell asleep...When I talked to him next, between the phone conversations and im's and texts, my opinion of him is low. He used to be emo, and, according to Amelia, he threatens suicide. He has made himself an expert on cutting. Aside from the conventional blade, he prides himself in knowing cutting with paper, pinecones, sissors, and any object possible. Before I saw him for what he really was, he asked me if I wanted to be emo. I said sure, since I was feeling rather emo. Then, he asked me if I wanted him to be emo with me to make it easier. Then, Amelia came to the computer, and stole it from me, iming him in my place after informing him of the change. She was lecturing him not to be emo, whilst I walked away and sat outside for awhile. Personally, I think that much of his "emoness" is an attempt to be cool. He is not sad.

heyyyy guess what?! im finally here =] yay after our more than 24 hour trip [lol] i finally am in iowa. the city wil not be named cause you know what it is and i dont want crazy people on the internet knowing lol. soo im going to my cousins to hang out for 2 days. and they have great internet. [lol] and... i got an awesome truth box. [that i think was from mike] [the hot one i have as # 5 on myspace] he said you're cool and totally hot. id tap that ;)

I finally convinced my parents to get PS2 with Singstar Pop and DDR Supernova 2. This may not sound like much, but my parents have never bought us a video game of any kind. They also bought me a new intermediate clarinet, the Yamaha 450N, which is made out of wood, from recomendation by my band teacher. Preiviously, I had the Yamaha 250, which was a beginer model of plastic.

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oh dude this is the pic i was talking about!

haha lol YOU REPLY BACK!!!!

i find it funny, that someone who looked at this pic might not think it was me cause it says gonegothic, [i made an account] and i accidentally uploaded the one with it at the bottom but we both know its me lol

this is totally more like an online diary lol

here we call that dragonfest and its about 3 weeks before school ends. my school doesnt go out for another 2 1/2 days [including today] which is more like 2 days. im online and you are too! omg anyway i cant wait =] i go back to the states on the 16th btw.

Oh-Emm-Gee. Wow. Yesterday was the last day of school, which is always pretty amazing in itself, but, being the last day you see people for a long time, you get some drama. The last day was field day, which, where I live, means the kids do nothing but play video games, climb rock walls, and jump around in the moon bounce all day. This year, we had DDR, Guitar Hero, various crafts such as making hats and braclets, inflatable slides and obsatcale course, and the aforementioned moon bounce and rock wall. All day I hung out with my freinds. We went to do everything they had to offer...
Kyle and Russell came up to me several times. Long story short, I may or may not have a bf right now, I finally got some numbers, and I learned a lot.

Today, after coming from 6th period to the buses, I saw Matt, who always says to me some variant of "Hello Kathleen G*****" and then I always say "WHAT DO YOU WANT?!?!" and then, Kyle came up. As he usually does, he raised his hand, allowed me to slap it, and say "What's up Kathleen?" and then, he decided to talk to me. Soon thereafter, Russell came up and started talking to me also. We all started talking, and they walked with me to my bus. Once on the bus, I sat down and listened to music for the entire ride, because the bitch we call our bus driver let us listen to music for once.

i keep trying to edit this pic but i can never upload it =o

wow, lately i have been feeling like an idiot. ...the myspace unblocker doesnt work any longer and i cannot find another one. well, at least i only have to bear this place for 13 more days. but thats 13 more times i have to wake up, 13 more days i have to bear the burden of england and 13 more times i have to live through a day with these people. soon school is over. ever since febuary it has gone by quite faster. but... the only reason why is ... i cant believe i am going to admit this but it was will... which completely pisses me off because all he is, is a liar just like everbody else... [well not including you duh.]