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Chuckling at her being so cute, Raul thought about it for a moment. He had just got back and everything seemed so new to him. "Um, baby." He paused for a moment, then started again. "I think that the tourist free cafe sounds amazing." He replied to her in a tender tone then stopped. "Lead the way." Raul joked sweetly with her.

(( Oops, wrong char... ))

Tamila laughed as he pulled her along, and skipped to catch up properly.
"Which one should we go to?" she asked, shaking her head to remove the hair from her face. The smell of the sea calmed her a little; her heart was beating so fast it felt like a hummingbird locked inside her chest. She pondered for a little while, and then added, "There's so many... But there's a nice one where the tourists don't go, 'coz they don't know where it is," she smiled widely.

"Yeah, are you still up for it?" Raul asked flashing her a hot smile, before ruffling her hair playfully and snickering as he did. "Come on, lets go." Taking her hand in his, Raul tugged her along the sandy beach, swinging their connecting hands like a child. He was so happy with her; his only wish was that she would see it.

Tamila smiled as her cheeks reddened.
"I love you too, Raul," she replied softly, relief flooding through her as she realised he meant all of his words. She laid her head on his chest, smiling contentedly, before she remembered about the café they were going to go to.
"Weren't we supposed to be going to a café later?" she looked up at him, her smile remaining on her lips.

Raul looked at her a bit clueless, he couldn't help but not be mad at her she was way to cute and her little gester was way to adorable. Taking it what she said, Raul hugged her tighly. "Listen, I think I know who you are talking about, that red-head, right?" He lowered his eyes to hers, "don't let her get to you, shes more then a pest then anything to me. I know I was talking and joking around with her, that's probably what got you jelous....but, she's really smart and an ace in Business." He tried to comfort her, "but remember I love you." Kissing her forehead as he spoke to her, "I really do."

"About running off! I saw you with that girl... And I jumped to conclusions..." Tamila sighed softly, muttering the last part unhappily, "That's why I was up there..."
She looked up at his face with a rather embarrassed expression, running a hand through her hair. Her turqiouse eyes lowered themselves as she blushed, and she hugged Raul again.

Raul was a bit confused at what she was talking about, "Why are you sorry Tamilia?" He had to ask, taking her in his arms and placing his tender hands around her waist. "i don't understand?" Raul was clueless, "I think I'm the one who should be saying sorry, after all I was late and I figured that was why we left me."

Tamila's eyes fluttered open as she heard her name being called. When she finally found who was calling her name, she smiled, and stretched out, her previous woes forgotton as she realised there was no red-haired girl accompanying him. She grabbed her song-book and the pen, and slipped down the cliff-side, leaping agilely off the rocks and landing on the sand.
"Raul! I'm so sorry!" she gasped, running up to him and throwing her arms around him, truely regretting her actions. Already, her mind was racing with consequences of her over-reaction... Most of them over-the-top, of course.

Raul walked with the red-head, Calista, some more until he couldn't find Tamila. "Hey Listen, I need to head off." Raul tried to get Calista to shut up but she pouted and batted her lashes. "I mean it, I'm sorry." He truned to walk off as the girl shouted. "WHY!" Looking over his shoulder, his black hair swayed a bit, "I need to find my girlfriend," With that he rushed off leave the red-head speechless. As he searched of her, Raul asked everyone if they had seen her, but it was pointless. Deciding to check at the dorm, Raul rushed off at top speed trying to find her. "Tamila? Tamila!" He shouted as he reached the dorm. Opening the door and looking inside, "Tam?" When he didn't get an answer, Raul grew sad, very sad. With a hung head, Raul headed for the beach, it was so soothing to him. As he walked slowly to the sandy beach, he wondered where she could be. Shutting the door behind him, Raul's carmel toned feet hit the warn sand, he stripped off his shirt and rushed into the inviting beach water when something...well..someone caught his eye. "Tam?" Stopping, Raul made a b-line for her. "Hey..." He called up from the ground.

Tamila got up immediately as the bell rang for the end of school, her heart leaping as she realised she could talk to Raul. As she walked out the class, she saw him and a pretty red-haired girl talking - she seemed very flirty with him, and he appeared to be interested... Tamila's eyes widened slightly, and she turned around, her head lowered, and walked silently up to her dorm, on the verge of tears. Looking back, she saw Raul laughing at something the red-head had said, and sighed to herself.
It wasn't long before she had changed into her denim shorts and a dark blue vest top, clutching her song-pad to her, with a pen. Not bothering with shoes, she ran down the stairs, and out the school doors, racing across to the beach. She vaulted over the fence which separated the beach from the car-parks, and her feet danced lightly on the sand as she ran towards the rocks which she so often visited. They had been her second home when Raul had left.
Climbing up the rocks with speed, yet still gracefully, Tamila leaped up the side of the cliff, finding her perch, a little orifice where she had sat many times before. The sea never reached this high; sometimes, she had camped out, when everything seemed wrong, and she wanted to get away from it.
It was then that the tears finally spilled over, dribbling down her cheeks and landing on her tanned thighs. She opened her song-book, flicking to the next clean page, and the song wrote itself. More tears fell, making the ink blur in parts, so she had to go over the words to make them legible. Looking up, she watched the tide coming in. Her thought had taken a turn. You don't own him. It's his choice, Tamila, she reminded herself, And what if they were just friends? Her irrational, more emotional side argued. What if he likes the other girl more? I've waited eight years for him to come back - eight years, damnit!
Tamila shook the numbing pain from her skull. More tears followed.
"Stop over-reacting!" she growled at herself, wiping them away impatiently. She looked at the page she had written. It was a good song, she thought, not anything to do with anything else... Just words that had poured forth from her soul. She whispered through it quietly, and then again, a little louder. She could tell the notes which would go... A soprano peice, probably. When she'd fitted it all together, she closed her eyes and sung it one last time, hitting the notes she had thought went with it. Her voice was similar to a diamond. It was clear, beautiful and sparkling, but had a rough side. The internal fire of the diamond gave her power in her voice... She could hold most notes for a long time.
"Hearing your thoughts
Seeing your game,
Feeling your haught,
Tasting the shame.
Listen for the sound of defeat,
For it is always near,
Feel the threatened elite
But what do you hear?
Can you see me,
Can you feel me,
Can you hear me
And taste my scent?
Can you fear me,
Can you near me,
Can you smell me?
I give consent.
Watch out for whatever is stalking you,
Because you are unaware,
Never ever could you guess, but I knew
That sooner or later, you'd be snared.
Never fail to listen to darkest fantasies,
Because you never know
What can be make believe
Is alive, with a pulse, and this just goes to show.
Can you see me,
Can you feel me,
Can you hear me,
And taste me scent?
Can you fear me,
Can you near me,
Can you smell me?
I give consent.
Just goes to show,
Unexpected snares can trap anything,
Though lying hidden deep in snow,
It bites off all, hoof, hand and wing."
When she stopped, she felt a great exhaustion, and laid her head on the rock, closing her turquiose eyes and sleeping.

As school got over and the last bell rang, Raul gathered his things and started to walk out of the classroom when he was stopped by a slender red-head. "Hello?" He spoke to her, she was very flirty with him, she had been all throughout the class. They walked and talked about the teacher as he looked for Tamila.

-Bump-

Tamila took notes quietly, her turquiose eyes flickering from the board to her book, and back again. She knew she'd missed out a few pairs, and glanced at her neighbour's work to catch up. Scribbling them down hastily, she looked up at the clock. Not long to go now, she thought to herself, and continued to work, the thought of Raul dominant in her head. Looking back at the board, she realised there were a few more she'd missed, and wrote them down quickly too.

Raul headed for his business class, he had to pay attention to his classes. He couldn't afford to let his mind wonder at the moment. As Raul entered the class he was giving a few sexual looks by some girls as others rolled their eyes at the new hottie. Taking a seat near the mid-section of the class, Raul took out the book he needed and waited for the professor to talk.

Tamila furrowed her brow in frustration as the bell rang.
"That sucks," she commented, pulling away from him reluctantly. "I guess I'll see you at lunch?" she shrugged helplessly, as a teacher headed towards them, an evil glint in her eyes. She pecked him softly on the cheek, turned away and stalked off to biology, glancing over her shoulder to where Raul had been. Biology sparked her up a bit; they were studying chromosomes and stuff, and she couldn't afford not to pay attention. It would be a shame to fail her zoology course in a few years because she wasn't paying attention to chromosomes.

"Yeah we should just wait," Raul agreed with her and smiled as Tamila kissed his nose she was so beautiful. He went to say something but the bell rang making him frown. Raul didn't wanna be away from her any second longer but ht knew they had to go to their classes.