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Name: ian castle
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non intentional

Mood: Straightening things out...
im hurting them all i guess
and ill never be happy with myself.
im doing more drugs and i guess with more drugs comes more self absorbtion
you know where you cant care about anyone but your nexxt fix
and i keep hurting the ones who care most about me
and i do it knowing how bad they hurt
its so non intentional.....

its tentional

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Hey, thanks for your comments on Fairytale Suicide
I guess I can't write more on it because I don't know how it's going to be.
I hate that...I'll try to write more because I can see your point...So if I do get more down I will notify you so you can re-check it out,

| Posted on 2008-01-30 22:07:55 | by dismal_s child - [ Reply to This ] -
Thanks for the comment on my poem "Blood-Stained Sheets" - I really appreciate it!

And in answer to your question, fiction or non, it is really a combonation of both. It's a metaphorical write, and it's actually about giving into Satan and the power he can hold over us. *shrug* Just a little something :)

Cheers and God bless!

| Posted on 2007-05-10 02:30:06 | by Mandi Gayle - [ Reply to This ] -
Thanks for the comment on my poem, I was debating on entering it but I felt like expressing something from memory, and I needed to get it out. At least in a different way.
| Posted on 2007-04-30 00:19:56 | by _bloody_kiss_ - [ Reply to This ] -
Read that one which is called 'To wake up deflowered and comatose'... you don't have to comment, but it has parallels to what I wrote in that forum post regarding addictions etc.

You know, I just like sharing ideas and suggestions... they're free, right? That's what I think.

Pop by anytime
| Posted on 2007-02-15 19:46:37 | by alteredlife - [ Reply to This ] -
Thanks man... that was a hearfelt sentiment that means a lot...

I read your journal... why would you hate how falling in love makes you change your writing? Write about love, about your relationship with this woman--it doesn't have to be about death and despair, although, from personal experience, I know how easily that feeling can feel good--to actually like feeling down and out so that the 'tortured muse' can prosper. I just think... life is double-edged--it can be both good and bad, but both are worthy to be written about to me.

In a nutshell, literature is the full scope of human existence, both beautiful and tragic.

Remember that.
| Posted on 2007-02-13 04:02:36 | by alteredlife - [ Reply to This ] -

That’s the link if you want to buy the book haha’ll help Charlie the webmaster out...

Oh, I posted this in the forum, but yea... there you go... you'll see my name there somewhere...
| Posted on 2007-02-12 20:57:51 | by alteredlife - [ Reply to This ] -

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