Journal: Revelations.
-------------------------------------------Mood: Much better.
I've been reflecting back on the past.
Not so far into the past, to be exact.
I've come to realize that I have acted very childish and not my age. Here I am, now at the age of twenty, and I was acting like a teenager.
Perhaps I was just in a time of need, or in a very bad state of mind. That I notice now.
Though that is no excuse for my past actions; or maybe even future actions.
My dog Yoyo did not die. Yet, anyway. He's still hanging in there, if you ask me.
I'm glad that I still have him.
As for my parents, I don't know about them yet. I finally moved out and live in my own apartment. I haven't gone to visit them. I plan to soon, though. Make sure that they are surviving.
But I'm a adult, and so are they.
They can't expect their daughter to take care of them anymore. They aren't my chidlren.
If anything I should be graveling to them.
I would like to apologize for what I have done, and I know that will probably not mean anything to some people. If they even read this.
I direct my apologies to the people I've met on here on this new account of mine, but I mainly say my sorries to long-ago friends of ES when I joined four years ago.
Though I am sure that only a rare amount of them are even here anymore. And the ones that are, I hope you read this. You know my new username.
Again, I am sorry.
I was just lost and acting childishly so I didn't have to face my inner demons...
I give my thanks to Vaughn, for being that friend that I needed the most.
I gave my apologies and thank you,
so hear me out.
~Caroline
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