ya i was.. we were together for almost 4 years.. and theirs times that i wish i could take everything back cause i know that the woman i am today is because of him.. and sometimes this woman makes the worst decisions :O.. but besides that i wouldnt change anything.. first loves are a part of growing up i guess.
I'm gladd you enjoyed my "THE ELDER AND THE BOY", yes we can not go back, only forward, perhaps doing a better job at living, gaining friends and loving family.
Too much thought is givin to the hurts caused us by others and not enough for the pain we may have brought into other lives.
You are right I edited it :-) now its a G and yes it was in a sense supposed to be a soldiers death and his feelings of what he could see after his death. It's a way of expressing how I feel about war. I am not a fan of war or violence. Everything can be handled civilly, but no one is willing to work together as a world so we all fight for what we want. I feel like it is just a very corrupt world.