Journal: Final Act -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual The Showcase ended Saturday night...It was brilliant. Seeing all of our efforts shining through on the stage was so great. It was one of the best times of my life. And then I had to say goodbye to the one's I'd gotten so close to...I had to say goodbye to the one's who gave me hope. I appreciated their friendship and will never forget them, and hopefully...I will see them again.
No more alchohol...For the most part. The occasional binge here and there, but not every day. Had my first shot after two and a half weeks last night. I think I could get used to not drinking as much...I don't need it anymore. Special thanks to Cathe Cashman, AKA "Magnicat", for helping me out so much with this...If it weren't for her help and inspiration, I would probably be dead or in jail. Thanks so much buddy!
On a different note...The Army is slowly becoming my only option at this point. I've always wanted to join, but as an officer...College is unrealistic at this juncture, however.
Before long I'll be joining my friends in the sand...
I'm not scared, I've accepted the facts.
The reality of war.
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