--Elite Writer Alias: AsiaticFox Name: Asiatic Fox ASL: Falcon/Intensity/Arrakis Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 9 Life Story: I shall comment. [ Ignore User ]
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Thanks so much for your delightful comment on "meds" which I simply loved. Legal Pill Pushers, Pimps for Pharmaceutical Industries, Disinterested Drug Dealers... such clean terms for them. I had one dryly listen to me for a brief 10 mins. "explain" myself while sighing, looking at the wall, tapping his pen on the pad in front with these miniscule notes... "doesn't sleep..." while I'm explaining, once the sun goes down so do I, wanting to be completely dead... he deduces I have insomnia. Depression. He gives me pills that cause people to want to commit suicide. I think it's because he loves me? lol
I find benadryl helps sometimes more than the sleeping pills, although my friend took over 100 (111 or 112 I think?) and ended up in the hospital... how do you even take 100 you ask? Well, he had that convenience of having a port to feed them thru, so all he had to do was crush them. I think you throw up after about 22, otherwise. Funny thing, he wasn't trying to die... he couldn't sleep. I said, Why 100??? and he said, Cuz 90 didn't work anymore!
You really can't argue with that kind of logic. I mean, if you've built up such a tolerance that you've woken up from 90, and you lived, what's another 10-22?
I wouldn't have believed him, but his dad had the empty bottles, and counted before he called the ambulance.
Kidneys need to come industrialized to match the drugs they make these days... that's the real problem.
Hey Corey! I just got on & got your email - that is more regular for me now I am working so much. I'm still writing and posted a couple on writerscafe.org - other than my long-time friends here, like you, I don't get much feedback here but I've loved this site for so long & met such wonderful people! 2 friends are coming out from MA and I'm meeting them for the day in San Fran so what fun.
You know I appreciate your kind soul, thoughts and poems/stories so yes, lets keep in touch!
I hope all is well & an e-mail will be on its way!
Sending love,peace,joy,abundance & smiles to share =-) =-) =-)
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