Journal: Hurt Writing -------------------------------------------Mood: Sad, confused, misunderstood- u name it. Do you know how it feels when you felt great about a story or writing piece, but someone completely ruins it for you? I do, and it hurts so bad. Just because I exaggerated a bit, because people actually do misunderstand my writing, they criticize and condescend me as if I have done wrong. Have I really done wrong? Isn't it better to let out your feeling in a funny, creepy, strange or creative way? Is it really bad to be a bit wierd or odd sometimes? What if it is uncontrollable? I guess that would make me too wierd for them. I want to continue the project because I know that there is nothing really wrong with it, yet I feel so wrong doing it, like there's something wrong with me. And it doesn't matter how many other people tell me that I'm not or that I am smart or that I shouldn't believe what anyone else thinks. No matter what, it practically ruined me, and it killed my writing.
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