Journal: History -------------------------------------------
Mood: The Usual
I would like to be able to fully collect all of my writings on a blog or something. This would be inclusive of poetry, short articles and comments made on various sites. I'd like to think this wasn't so much an ego thing as something I might appreciate being able to peruse as I continue to age.
We weathered hurricane season well. Delta gave us the most problems with lots of tree damage and a few days without power.
Last tropical season may well be my last season to deal with. Im hoping to move further north before the end of Spring.~fingers crossed~
Wow, youve been busy since September. It seems your muse has reappeared...good for you!
If I ever had a muse, it evaporated ages ago. But, I do miss the experience of creating poetry and should probably make an effort to try it again...muse or not, the process is an emotional/mental health boon.
After the past year, and seeing the inauspicious beginning to this year, I believe positive vibes will be in demand.
hey thanks for the comments. as far as advice I think I'm ok. I kinda deal with the worst parts of my disorder here but it's not as bad as it may appear to be here. i basically write so things DON'T get that bad. i appreciate the gesture but i've got a fairly good hold on my symptoms/emotions. sometimes i'm also just writing for a creative exercise. i do appreciate all the comments though. i hope all is well.
as far as beer I'm not much of a drinker myself. I've got a medical card for the state of pa so that's more my speed. it's just a great mood elevator.
i might work on my own perception and let myself experience the positive.
in regards to "an act of betrayal" that was the same day my room mate screwed me over pretty good for no apparent reason. at the time i thought he just stole some hard drives (i was assuming for drug money) but it turned out he stole my car as well. then he cut all the wires throughout the car and ripped off the rearview mirror breaking the windshield. what would possess him to do this is beyond me. he said he was "having an episode". but yeah that's where i'm at right now so the campaign for more positive thinking might be postponed for a couple of weeks until i get moved out and past this ugly situation.