Well, I have some poems on other sites lol but the thing was with the photo record i knew i wouldn't lose any of them, and then I just decided to delete them so now I know for sure i have lost some of them. That's ok, I'm sure I have developed along the way enough to find words and use words if I need them. :)
Seems like you are going through it (and i won't ask you specifically what 'it' is) so as i couldn't sleep much and woke up and found your message i just wanted to get on and let you know that i feel for you. Nobody has nothing, i know that, so grab hold of those somethings (anythings) which are not nothing, prepare yourself for a long ride and you'll make it :)
Sometimes I look at my mother's story as the closest example, which I'm sure must have been beset with heartbreak and trials along the way and i know if you stick at something you can make it to the other side (and find you had many blessings too).