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    I have decided 2 things. One, I am going to stop worrying about every little thing involving peanut. Like the internet says all babies develope at their own pace, and he will hit the milestones he supposed to when he feels like it. I can't make him. So what I will do is enjoy him as much as I can. I will hug him and kiss him and hold him and keep him close to me as much as I can. 2nd I have decided I am going to become a better a friend and wife. I tend to ignore my friends and push them away. I don't know why I do it, but now I'm doing it to Tim. And it's not right, so I will do what is right from now on. I will go to my friends when I need help or have things on my mind. I won't be ashamed to ask for help and support and pretend to be strong all the time. I will not push my husband away and I will become closer to him. Heck maybe if I get closer with him he will start including me in his issues and stresses. It hurts my feelings that he doesn't include me in his daily issues and feelings. He worries so much about everything and doesn't tell me or include me. It makes me think I'm not worth telling, that my opinion and sppport aren't worth anything to him, so that's why he doesn't include me. I don't know maybe I'm being silly but I know a marriage is supposed to be a partnership and if both sides of the coin aren't communicating right then it will never be flipped right. What a weird phrase I just made lol. Well my beautiful, healthy baby boy is sleeping right next to me, and I love him so much.

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    Sure thing; I'm happy to see someone else moving on from things that I've had trouble with myself. Of course, my perspective was a little different than yours, since it wasn't a boyfriend or husband but a father, so I didn't exactly have a choice in the matter. While most of those days are in the past, I still have to live with the remnants of that ugly situation. But I can assure myself that the moment I can leave it behind I will, and I'm not going to have anything of the sort in my life again.
    | Posted on 2008-02-25 15:12:22 | by Jeniffer - [ Reply to This ] -
    You're welcome, it was my pleasure to read and think about. I know those feelings and they have to be numbed out of me right now because I'm not in a place where I'm able to express them - the romance and love still exists, but problems are playing out their parts. Ugh.

    It was good to feel those things again.
    | Posted on 2008-02-19 14:21:23 | by Mandolin - [ Reply to This ] -
    thats good to hear. Have a great life together
    | Posted on 2006-09-20 00:00:00 | by Mr. Creep - [ Reply to This ] -
    I am me, Hell Yea! I understand this. I am me, but Hell, who is that? I am ME, I live under a rock in a place just this side of the middle of nowhere, maybe a little to the left. That's me.

    Some one told me once that I get it, maybe, but I don't remember where I put it.... I'll look into Pink. I'm not much into popculture, but I'm not proud, I strain the edge, whatever...

    Thanks for reading my poem.
    | Posted on 2006-08-16 00:00:00 | by Azurekat - [ Reply to This ] -
    Thank you for your comment on "my extra thorns" i wrote this poem while thinking about this guy that i'm friends with but kind of like. i was thinking about what i would want to say to him if anything ever happened between us. i'm so glad that you could see that, i wasn't sure if the poem was gunna be too vague or something so i'm glad it worked. i was thinking of changing the last two lines as well but i haven't thought of anything yet so i'm just gunna keep it like that until i have something else. thank you for your comment, it is very much appreciated.
    | Posted on 2006-08-22 00:00:00 | by LossOfHope03 - [ Reply to This ] -
    hi, thanks for your comments on "The Fire!!!!" i didn't think you were at all harsh, you are right, the poem is one of those which is hard to relate to as its impossible to interpret, like i said, i wrote this yesterday and have been in a strange place for a while, it's about fear and anxiety, likening the experience to being in a dark netherworld, and in danger, as that's kinda how it feels at the moment, thanks for your comments

    take care
    | Posted on 2006-08-22 00:00:00 | by freeangel - [ Reply to This ] -

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