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Journal: craving rays -------------------------------------------Mood: pensieve    I have had an epiphany. not that i'm going to share it with you, that's not my style. but, needless to say... life for me will be a little different now as it is every day as i learn more, forget some, and love innocently. it is monsooning outside. it's nice to stare at while inside, but i don't relish going out into the storm this afternoon. ...Created 2009-10-23 10:44:17     [ View Past Journals ] [ View as Blog ]

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Hmm darling I love you. You have weird dreams. But then again, I can understand. lol. The other day I had a dream that Muffin slept with Steven... and I was mad at her not because she slept with my potential boyfriend, but because she lost her virginity before me. Weird. And I also had a dream the other night that I was giving Steven a scalp treatment on my aunt's back porch and he wanted to go smoke, but I wasn't mad at that, I was mad because he wouldn't let me finish doing the scalp treatment! I get mad about all the wrong things in my dreams! lol And no he doesn't smoke. I don't know why I dreamt that. I hope you feel better soon Dearie. It sucks being sick I'll make sure to stock up on nasty chips... there won't be any fear of them being gone by the time you get here, since I only eat them when I'm with you lol

| Posted on 2009-07-23 10:06:34 | by Kaygrl - [ Reply to This ] -

Courtney, you tard. You ARE NOT TOO YOUNG!!!! Don't even say that. My aunt is NOT right, about anything! I love you to death, you're one of my best friends, and I'm not giving that up to satisfy my stupid cow of an aunt. So shut your pie hole! And I told you I'm not mad at you! So you made a mistake. You're only human... Who would you be if you didn't? Jesus? Come on, don't beat yourself up. And you wouldn't be the same Courtney if you didn't try to help. That's how I know you. I know you try to help because you care. Sometimes it's irritating because you jump to conclusions, but I know you mean well. And you're usually right about things too. I do listen to you... I just don't always hear you because I'm stubborn and you know that. And Steven isn't my boyfriend. We've been on a couple dates. But I don't know if he even wants me. He hasn't been talking to me much lately, so it might be another Jorey. Kiss me then never see/talk to me again. And if it is, then it's better to find out now before I waste my time. But then again, I tend to jump to conclusions too, so he could just be busy or forgot to text me or something. Who knows. I tried to call you on Monday, but you didn't answer your phone. I would have called you back, but then my aunt came back. And she's weird about the phone. I miss you loads, I can't wait til you come back. I'ma give you a ginormous hug! And when you're back, I'll be free, so I can hang out whenever! So don't forget that I love you!!!!!!! EVER! And stop being all emo haha. So get some sleep, eat some good food, and when you get back we'll eat those nasty chips you like and some rockstars

| Posted on 2009-07-22 09:39:19 | by Kaygrl - [ Reply to This ] -

Your (L)attitude is world-wide the same stanza : morals are forgotten crimes and lust is part of the morals of this Time in Space. The longer you stay on this road (in bed) of thought the more you accept it as the Road you chose to be on and getting off in Time becomes more obscure and difficult. The Name of this Game is Comprehension. Your longing to go home is a Sign not to be ignored much longer. Think about it! Why you really don’t want to go Home? Why be consumed by lust that is slowly eating away at your Soul and leaves emptiness in its Hole called the Abyss in modern plain language. The Abyss have found common ground in the younger people just because the are innocents in as world filled with Shame , Crime, Lust, Fornication, Love that is actually Loveless in character. Lust just not qualify next to innocence of Spirit there is no common ground to be found there-in. When I am confronted with similar situations everyday, I simply rethink the situation calmly, Silently in my Inner being my Inner Child and follow the Path past the Abyss to common ground only to be found where I am at Home : In Inner Peace that I have found by turning away Spiritually from Lust that has become the Comfortable Way to the Abyss that really exists whether you ignore it or not – your consciousness cannot vaporise the Truth that you constantly ignore that your are still innocence in Spirit as part of You a Living Spirit! You where created Body (lust) Soul (innocence) and Spirit (You eternally). So why choose the deadly lusts of this world to be your Path when you have innocence as your ally to withstand the Abyss that has only one Desire that is to taint your pureness of youth your innocence in Spirit. Don’t be fooled by “grand feelings” of contradictions – that you generate yourself. Just switch off that current of Darkness and the Sun that Is – will break through in your Life. Blessed Be. Joachim.

| Posted on 2009-07-17 01:41:48 | by Joachim - [ Reply to This ] -

Uhm... I haven't even told you anything about Steven... how can you already have doubts??? We've been hanging out for a couple weeks now, and he's completely kept his hands to himself. Hasn't tried to do anything, or even kiss me. That's good for me! I haven't tried anything on him either. He's a nice guy... But I'm not trying to start anything with him right now. we're just hanging out as friends right now, until I am ready to be in a relationship. And I might not even date him... I have other potentials... But it all depends.

| Posted on 2009-07-16 09:13:56 | by Kaygrl - [ Reply to This ] -

I know he's not my problem anymore. I just wish he wouldn't throw his life away like that. He's so smart yet here he is drinking and smoking and doing pot! It frustrates me. What do you mean reservations about Steven??? I know I'm not ready for a new relationship. I don't want a new relationship at all. I just want... to have fun. Go on dates. Chillax and hang out. I'm probably trying too hard to move on, but I can't halp it. I want to feel like me again, I want to feel normal without the hurt. Time heals... I'm just trying to hasten the process.

| Posted on 2009-07-15 09:30:30 | by Kaygrl - [ Reply to This ] -

I miss you too girl. Like crazy. I'm not getting involved. Just... having fun. Steven isn't a druggie or whatever.. It's Jacub. He's suddenly drinking excessively. I don't get it. I wish I didn't care about him so much, but since I do, I'm worried about him. That's not the Jacub I know. Idk. I think I'm going to call you sometime. When I'm not busy. I've been so swamped lately at school, it's insane. And my aunt is all Nazi about the phone... well Nazi about everything but yeah lol. I'ma text you right now I think

| Posted on 2009-07-14 09:48:20 | by Kaygrl - [ Reply to This ] -

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