--Elite Writer Alias: Daniel Barlow Name: Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 6 Life Story: The human harmonic [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 98 Forum Posts: 1 Shoutbox Posts: 162 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 5051 D 13.84 Years 1.38 Decades 168.37 Months 721.57 Weeks 5.051000e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: a magnifying glass on my own limitations
No doubt. I will be fine. I get a little ”girly” and emotional at times when my heart hurts. Thank you for your sweet, caring and up lifting words. It was very kind of you to be supportive to me. You very easily could have had a blind eye but instead you decided to care. Thank you. I am going through a really rough time with my parents right now. It’s very very uncharacteristic and I never ever had mommy or daddy issues. But unfortunately I guess I have to experience this. However, I refuse to believe it’s a learning experience. It’s such a fucked up sinario that right now I fear there might be an early onset of some mental health issues happening here. It’s the only logic I can put to it. Literally we are at odds over false perceptions. Made up ideas and lies and then they managed to convince themselves that these lies are true. The problem is these lies tear down my character and go against my very fiber of who I stand for. It’s very hard to accept your very own parents would think negative things and then project it on you. I truly don’t know how to handle it and it is very therapy worthy. How much do I owe you for this session? Lol. I was very surprised that you reached out to me and decided to say hey this will pass. You got this. It brought some inner peace to me. It’s easy to feel unloved in this situation. So for,you to offer some encouragement meant a lot. :) From the bottom of my heart thank you.
:/. Really I know you say it’s okay. I believe you. It was stored but maybe it got lost because it was meant to travel and move along. I know personally, today.... was one of the hardest days I felt emotionally sence I was an innocent child discovering the world. It was one of release of everything I ever thought was resposible of a parent and everything I never ever imagined could happen. My saddness out weighs my life today. So, life it will twist and turn and show you things your brain could never make up. I watched a video early today before my heart was buried in the ground by my parents, about a lobster. How, it will come to point where its shell is too tight for its growing body. So eventually the lobster will shed its shell and become new. I personally, I don’t understand why I need to shed my shell. I don’t know why evolving is so important right now for me. So if, I lost everything, I would wonder what the fuck is up with this shell that I never wanted to begin with and Now I have to experience a metamorphosis. I’ve been painting butterflies....a lot lately. It a time of metamorphosis. So, maybe losing something that you put your heart and soul into (works of poetry), was meant for it to move. Gain momentum. To propel Into something much greater than the original intent. Life will only reveal our questions. And also, life will provide what we need for our hearts to be content .