Lakes, rivers, oceans- Your eyes/All just Waters.
So this girl i've been writing about constantly, i suppose i should explain. These are all older poems. Back when there was a bunch of stuff going on with this girl.
There were stages to it all though...
Our story starts in February.
I meet this girl, gorgeous and amazing. Write some happy poetry about someone i trust and respect and think is generally hilarious.
this continues till, oh... april? late march? By now, she's stopped talking to me, save rare occasions. This spawns "what did i do wrong?" poetry.
Followed eventually by "well, fuck you for ignoring me" poetry
""what a stupid goddamn reason" poetry
And then "well, you know i still love you, right?" poetry
and now "so, you want my friendship... well ok, darling" poetry.
And it sounds like stupid girl drama that stupid girls go through, but this girl meant a lot to me and thats why so much of this was about her. So many ties i felt to her and so many feelings in between and such a big breakdown. But Things are fabulous and everything works itself out somehow and we all love jesus in our own way.
So, that should explain the masses of poetry about this girl.
Spill my guts to an electronic world?
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