Journal: 493
-------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual
"Whats been going down?"
First journal in months.
My abscess is gone as far as I can tell. The tooth doesn't really bother me any longer, and the swelled up place in my gums isn't has vanished.
Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I feel I really needed to say.
My brain has been in a strange valley full of fish of flight. I don't know what's going on with me. Some days I feel like my muscles are dead, not because of pain, but it feels like they are not.. energized. The previous sentence isn't related to the rest of this paragraph. The flightful fish flutter by me and whisper memories into my ears. Sometimes they make me cry.
Job/money is going good. Working on this fucking management training bookwork, its like fucking 300 pages of stupid questions about running papa johns. Been saving lots of money because i've been working 20-30 hours a week, two or three times as much as usual. I'll have enough money to finish college soon, and I plan on enrolling in the spring. Seth is going back in the fall, he might still be there while I'm there. Haven't talked to that dude in a long time.
Problems sleeping again, back on sleeping pills.
Website has returned to its dead status, bah.
Relationship stuff is good for the most part. Still no sex. Haha, fuck.
I find myself craving some different set of encounters. I can't find them.
I buried the box in the field, it holds her dark secret.
Its planting season. Haven't planted anything. Been meaning to.
Um, trying some new sleeping pills tonight. Hah, I feel excited about that. Bah, they are twice as expensive though.
The past two weeks have went by fast.
Ugh, I have to change activities, this one is making me feel dead again. Bye.
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