Journal: There is a time -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... When you have something great, life seems to pass you by, all that ever matters is that which you love. When it ends, and you loose it...it hurts, yet I have discovered something new. Do not let it affect you and the world is easier, easy but always still shrouded in sorrow. I look upon the stars...and painful memories will always come back, I feel that it has been difficult for me now...as it threatens to tear that of which I have in two. A heart is not ever meant to be split in two, its not fair to anyone. Because of this I have been agitated, I have even told myself that it seems I did not take my own feelings into account. Leaving myself at the mercies of others, I have gone in a circle, from one path to destruction, and back. My dreams have been returning to me...and I see no face of my love, nor of my light. Perhaps I am fooling myself, perhaps friendship is what is for me. For I can not even bring myself to say that of which I was always sure of...perhaps I will continue on and live life as I have, give it my all until it falls apart, and I shall walk the path to dusk again...
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