I don't know if you actually have mental health problems but let me say. For the longest time I avoided going to the psych. I wanted so bad to not be that weak, to be able to face it down myself. I suffered for this decision and in retrospect it was not a good one. I take meds and they work, dilemma solved, that easy, I recommend!!!!
PS: Zephyr says high. You think he looks cute, he's an obstinate little terror really but I love him.
Thank you lots! Kinda got a writers block for story writing, but it'll pass. I hope you're doing well, though, don't see you much online. Though, that could just be that I'm a terrible stalker.
How's school going?