Finnigan

My reason for my absence: Illness. I was sick. There was something wrong with me. At first, I thought I was going insane, kinda crazy, nutty. Elite Skills was the place to be (in my mind). The fact that I wasn't here kinda made me bored, uninterested in anything else. I started to get A's in all my classes! Though I didn't know what exactly at first, my time outside of Elite Skills seemed to miraculously heal me from all problems. It was gradual though. The feeling of breathing on my own came back. I realized that the world wasn't such a black and white world. There were things I was missing, I desired them. They were to be mine for the taking, no one else could get in the way. It came to me like a dream, I was sick of Elite Skills.

Everyday, I come onto this site to do something. What exactly am I here to do? The past 2-3 weeks I've been here, I've done nothing to contribute to the people. I hadn't commented on anyone, welcomed many to ES, or RPed in a single role play. I'm not going to get on the computer everyday just to do nothing. Only one thing kept me these past weeks. It came that my sole mission here was to finish my story and get out. There was nothing special ES could offer that the world couldn't provide. My story needed to get done. I never leave a story of my own to die. I will come back someday to aid others in the fight of keeping peace and tranquil within certain boundries one day, but until then, I am free from Elite Skills.

It's not that I dislike any of you, it's that I've found a lifestyle worthy of me. I fell in love. Not with a person of course (totally gross if you ask me), but the excitement and smiles of others when I'm around. It's time to stop whining about the world around us and to take action in frorm of philanthropy. I'm already planning my senior year and I'm just a sophomore. I'm going to join the RAK (Random Acts of Kindness) group and help my community. Life is too good to pass on. I'm going to finally get my license before I leave for the summer. I'm going to spend more time with family like I've always done. I'm getting older and I want to be going places. If I end up poor, I'll end up poor with my family. I gotta start somewhere and get into the game. I feel like I can speak out more. I'm not ready to give up all I have.

Clearly, I dislike the way a few of you peeps on here operate. I'm not going to state any names, but all I know is that they shouldn't tell lies. Lies are bad, especially if they are meaningful. If one self has to lie to one self, that's not getting over the problem. Remember everyone, there are people on this site. There are young'uns reading what we write, and they might look up to you. Set a good example and urge them to do better. People won't get anywhere if they are still in the same spot. I kinda let myself down to. Two journals ago, I made rules up for myself. I didn't follow them. I want to take those rules with me and apply myself to them. I going to leave ES Finnigan here, and bring real-life-nobody there.

This day, I had so much fun spending time with my family. We went all sorts of places. The mall was so friggin' amazing, it's like I've never been there before. Of course, they did take out my favorite eatery, St. Louis Bread Co. or Panera Bread in other places. Nothing made this day better than seeing other people happy. I also got this nice blue and white shirt, it's so amazing on me. I'm quite fond of the two colored stripes. That's only if we have money though. I'm going to find a way for me to be happy out here. I mean CREAM (Cash-Rules-Everything-Around-Me) might be somewhat true, but there's always that point that proves relativity wrong.

I have people to confront in my life, get over them, and stand triumphant. If you don't like something, that's when you get on your feet and fix it manually. Friends are supposed to make you comfortable, not degrade you. A friend is someone who can be at your side and not be a total idiot. I gotta configure my schematics. How am I supposed to function with bugs in the system? I gotta live up my teen life before it's subcumbed to adulthood. I'm sixteen years old, and I need to hang around with people my age before these times end. I want to party! (shakes tambourine) Ha, I'm not gonna be on that weed or drink. Note to the girls out there: shake yo ass off before you have children! Note to the boys out there: don't be dogs! Be dawgs.

For my friends and enemies alike, I bid you goodbye. It might be another three months before you get to see the likes of me. I hate to abandon those on here, but they must grow strong in their own way. I'm an independent individual awaiting the world. It's ready to be conquered, only a hand's reach away. It's my time to shine, woo! Blam! Zap! Zip!Zig! Zag! ZAM! The sun rises everyday, and it sets the same way. Keep being optimistic, never give up faith, choose your destiny, and follow your path. Don't let anyone bring you down. Take a stand for who you want to be, and become that person. If you gotta dance, dance. Flaunt yo shiz. Impress people on who you are, not just your looks. Valete.