--Elite Writer Alias: ForgottenGraves Name: Krator ASL: 20, Male Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 17 Life Story: Never Good Enough [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 11 Forum Posts: 0 Shoutbox Posts: 0 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 1911 D 5.24 Years 0.52 Decades 63.7 Months 273 Weeks 1.911000e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: Theres always a light at the end of the tunnel, but every tunnel has two ends. You have to decide whether its better move on or return from where you came.
I'm sorry, perhaps I didn't quite relate the depths of depravity you have experienced. Believe me your poems are gut wrenching, I hardly know what to say. If you look back you will find I have made more than a couple comments. Trying to encourage, perhaps ameliorate, mitigate somehow. Maybe I was just frustrated because you never came back to me when I spoke that way. I thought maybe a new tactic. Honestly, having read most of your posts here on ES I honestly feel sorry for you and the apparentness of your plight but thats not what I really want to hand you. I wish I could help bring back the joy of life, make you feel the reasons to live, perhaps even give your self esteem a reason to hope for a better future. In retrospect I admit perhaps reverse psychology wasn't a legitimate outlet. Once again, sorry, truly, but I really was trying to create some light in your darkness and even now wish I was capable. Being human is pretty depressing for me, how I long to make things better. Not that life's been all that hard on me but I have real empathy for the depths of debauchery we ensue. It really hurts me to the depths of my soul. I would truly love to bring a smile to your face. Please have mercy on my inept fumbling.