--Elite Writer Alias: ForgottenGraves Name: Krator ASL: 20, Male Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 56 Life Story: Never Good Enough [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 11 Forum Posts: 0 Shoutbox Posts: 0 RP Posts: 0 Signup Date: 1545 D 4.23 Years 0.42 Decades 51.5 Months 220.71 Weeks 1.545000e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: Theres always a light at the end of the tunnel, but every tunnel has two ends. You have to decide whether its better move on or return from where you came.
I notice from the increasingly morose tone of your work that you are in a very difficult place, and suffering deeply. I implore you to hold fast to the truth that if you persevere and take it one day at a time, it will get better. It might not be some big flashy life change, but you will find enjoyment in your day to day if you seek it with a fresh perspective. I know it is impossible to let go of the pain... but don't let it cloud your eyes to life's beauty. It's not always simple to find, sometimes it's in people, sometimes it's in nature, sometime's it's in yourself... but it's there, all around, waiting to be appreciated. Try giving yourself a little push in the morning towards the right side of the bed instead of the wrong one. It'll feel false at first, like you're forcing it, wearing a smile for some empty sentiment... but push with it anyway. Watch how many smiles greet you back. Watch how you start to embody the change and beauty you seek in the world. Watch as things that used to wear you thin become tolerable in the right context. Never give up. Never. You have help. You have readers. You have family. You have friends. You have me. We are all here, in limited capacity, and will do what we can to ease your suffering. If you find yourself needing someone to talk to, i'm always a pm away. Seek the company of those that let you feel at home in your own skin. Give as much as you receive and you will never be completely alone.