Journal: Damnit
-------------------------------------------Mood: Stressed
I honestly can not believe I have come to believe that I could trust someone and treat them as family... Then to have them turn their back so quickly? It's horrible.. I actually wanted to strike a female. And I swear to anyone who reads this.. Which I doubt anyone will.. I have NEVER thought of hitting a female in my entire life. But when that happend.. I couldn't place my thoughts or feelings.. I became irrational and oblivious to the fact that trust is used so easily and thrown to the ground even easier. I will not, ever speak to her again. I shall know no forgivness this time. And as mean as that sounds, I do believe I have EVERY right to say whom I speak to or not. I shall never trust nor believe in her again. Yes, I thought of her as a younger sister. Yes, I am honestly heartbreakingly forgiveing. But what she did, is UNFORGIVABLE. And I can honestly say, I hope she is happy living her life with ever thought and action she has brought on to my family. I do not care for her at all anymore. It's done and kaput. Hell hath no bounds and hell hold great fury. But I shall choose the path of wisdom and be better than what she thinks.
...Created 2009-09-26 05:05:32 [ View Past Journals ] [ View as Blog ] |
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