Journal: the same game -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual okay just ignore that last entry god it's so stupid and long and embarrassing. maybe it will be endearing in the future so I will not delete it.
speaking of not deleting embarrassing writings, I think I'm going to start with new characters. In high school, I'm surrounded with new people. New inspirations. Lots of them. The stories in my head are changing, the characters are changing. I'm changing. I can't bring myself to delete my old stories from here, but I don't think I'm be ~connecting~ any more stories with them. I just don't have anything for those characters to do, or any connections for them. I had no idea where I was going with my stories or who the hell my kids were or where they going to be or their purpose. It's a little different now. Or not. I still have so many ideas in my head and I often just write without planning. But when I DO plan, I tend to lose my original ideas and little quirks that make my characters who they are in the process. So maybe it won't be different at all. maybe it'll just be the same game with a different name. well, at least I'll be back in the habit of writing. I'm rooting for it to be better this time around.
I think with my ~super new and improved~ dramatic teenagers, you'll see a little bit of my old ones in them. or well, I will, I never developed my characters very well but that will change. All this reading has made me a better writer, at least I hope.
I'm going to start writing more. I have to.
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