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Journal: The Pain -------------------------------------------
Mood: Sigh
The day is almost done and how do you feel.
Do you feel that you've been torn between what is best for another and what is best for you.
Do you feel that sometimes you get sick from worry when you know the one your worried about would never feel the same
Do you feel that doing the right thing is too much anymore and that its getting harder and harder to watch from afar feeling but forcing yourself to ignore it
Do you feel that the songs of love are full of crap and were meant for others.
Do you go through this pain by hiding it in a mask thick hiding it as much as possible even with the many cracks that are part of this
Do you take the pain of this loss like a man and bear it through or do you hide from it like a coward letting it feed on you like a parasite
The pain is so stupid and yet you want it, this pain makes you feel alive it is more then just the pain is shows that your still alive
Do you enjoy this pain or is it like a sickness trying to cling on as long as possible to you without regard for how you feel
Depression something so vile and yet natural do we show those that care and let them help carry the burden or do you keep it to yourself letting those you care for be able to not worry about you and not feel this same pain with you
And yet through all these feeling do you still go on help those that are less able to deal with these feeling those that have feelings that are on the brink of tearing herself apart even at the cost of having to deal with your own feelings.
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