Journal: Bring It Home
-------------------------------------------Mood: Silent and content with doing nothing.
Today has been a boring sullen day. Recently a friend of mine has passed away, well my former next door neighbor that I have known more than a decade. It truly is sad what happens to people and the faces we see everyday. Some die, move or just vanish from sight. I can't help but feel stuck in this stasis of life, trapped in this vicious cycle of working, eating, sleeping and bleakness. I fail to understand how this life is worth anything. I am far from suicidal or anything along that bullshit ideals. I am a soldier and I push forward through the dismay and turmoil of everyday bullshit. Still I search on through the storms, trials and tragedies for that silver lining that is fabled to exist for everyone. Lady luck screams for me to change yet this slothful existence tires me.
I really am alone in this world?
Haha.
I guess it is time to move along with the flow or get the fuck out of it. Well this may change someday but for now I will just remain in this comfortable boring sequence in life.
Frame by frame.
...Created 2009-10-28 20:08:01 [ View Past Journals ] [ View as Blog ] |
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