Journal: Lost
-------------------------------------------Mood: Brain Fried
Here lately, in the past few days, i have been emotionally blank. I used to be a cutter, i know it can be stupid, but it is an addiction. I feel as though i have lost everyone in my life right now. the only ones i have left is my grandparents. I do not have a job, i need one. I am not doing too good on one of my classes, and im in college so that is really a hit below the belt. i feel as though im walking around high, having a bad trip. im honestly not sure where to go with my life, or what to do right now.... all i want to do is cease to exist. i have done little in my life worth ever being born for, caused many pain, and even more an inconvenience... for now i am laying atop lifes ocean, floating seeing where i end up now... because when i stop and surf every wave i always get knocked back down.
...Created 2009-11-01 19:16:51 [ View Past Journals ] [ View as Blog ] |
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