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Name: Christine xxxx
ASL: 16/f/somewhere
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why do today what you can put off until tommoro?


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ALWAYS HER

Mood: Depressed
  
He never looks at me. Always her. Such a sickening feeling. Watching them. Watching what should be mine, as hers. So cold is this world. Why is it worth such pain? Why her? Why cant i stop thinking about it? He is mine. Mine...was mine...hers until she leaves. Then mine again. Like im second rate. Like im the plan B. The second choice. Worthless. Just worthless. He brings me such joy, but also such pain. Pain as i have never felt. But also such love i have never felt. I am so torn. Is all the good worth the small moments of bad? Should i stay? Should i even worry about it? Always though. Its always HER he looks at! I cant stand it. Cant watch. But cant help but watch. And cant not stand it, for what would i do without him? He is my all... What can i do, but stay? These moments of pain stretch on...and on and on and on and on! But i just have to deal. Like i always have. Watching and waiting..the tears....wont stop falling.. Cant help but wonder, what the fuck have i gotten myself into?


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| Posted on 2008-04-01 20:36:33 | by Jessica Lynn - [ Reply to This ] -
  
thank you for commenting on my poem...
| Posted on 2008-03-31 19:36:51 | by bloddyrazorgirl - [ Reply to This ] -
  
thanks for the kind words on my sonnet "Egyptologist"! I do appreciate it! michael
| Posted on 2008-03-28 18:30:32 | by Algol46 - [ Reply to This ] -
  
YOU SMELL FUNNY. JK. HOPE YOUR HAVING FUN. I SURE AS HELL AINT
| Posted on 2008-02-15 02:08:00 | by Jessica Lynn - [ Reply to This ] -
  
Christine,

Thanks for your positive comments on "The Black Poem." Glad you liked it. I think it has a couple weak lines, but I still haven't decided how to make them better yet. Take care.

Dennis
| Posted on 2007-03-23 19:48:43 | by Daokao - [ Reply to This ] -
  
BITCH WHORE SLUT CUNT! WRITE OR I AM GONNA [censored]ING KILL YOU!!!!!!!
| Posted on 2007-03-20 14:43:44 | by Jessica Lynn - [ Reply to This ] -



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