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Mood: RantConfessions of an Angry Insomniac
A wicked world lies behind closed eyes,
where daydreams
are followed by violent death scenes.
I'm my executioner,
I always have been.
I'm good with a blade,
I'm my worst best friend.
"Sabotage anyone?"
I'm alone in the room.
But I serve it on a platter
While the bright full moon
laughs and taunts
to hell with that moon.
Darkness my friend,
Is always soon.
Too soon to leave
too soon to arrive.
Destruction and chaos of my mind,
At least they make me feel alive.
I hate to be awake,
I don't want to think!!
Fuck my responsibilities!
Fuck these feelings!!!
Fuck these desires,
And fuck memories.
They are overated anyway,
Fresh graves in old cemeteries.
I buried them deep,
Why the hell do they rise?
Oh I know,
Because I can't keep on lying.
So I talk to myself-
Who else do I have?
I say Jessica just stop it!
And then Jessica laughs.
"Sabotage anyone?"
Suddenly I'm starved.
Why not huh?
It's not like I'll get far
From the fucking echoes,
and old heartbreaks.
FUCK THEM ALL!!!!!
Why should I care
And what will that solve?
Really though?
A wicked world lies behind closed eyes,
where daydreams
are followed by violent death scenes.
I'm my executioner,
I always have been.
I'm good with a blade,
I'm my worst best friend.
"Sabotage anyone?"
I'm alone in the room.
But I serve it on a platter
While the bright full moon
laughs and taunts
to hell with that moon.
Darkness my friend,
Is always soon.
Too soon to leave
too soon to arrive.
Destruction and chaos of my mind,
At least they make me feel alive.
I hate to be awake,
I don't want to think!!
Fuck my responsibilities!
Fuck these feelings!!!
Fuck these desires,
And fuck memories.
They are overated anyway,
Fresh graves in old cemeteries.
I buried them deep,
Why the hell do they rise?
Oh I know,
Because I can't keep on lying.
So I talk to myself-
Who else do I have?
I say Jessica just stop it!
And then Jessica laughs.
"Sabotage anyone?"
Suddenly I'm starved.
Why not huh?
It's not like I'll get far
From the fucking echoes,
and old heartbreaks.
FUCK THEM ALL!!!!!
Why should I care
And what will that solve?
Really though?
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| Thank you for your comment on my poem. I appreciate the advice you gave and the insight into my writing. I will take into consideration in my further work.
~Kotensho |
| | Posted on 2011-10-30 13:40:41 | by Kotensho - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| It sux your not coming around here nemore.
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| | Posted on 2010-09-15 03:08:23 | by Rex Gold - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| Hey! It's been a while. I have some new writes if you're interested.
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| | Posted on 2009-04-05 15:00:13 | by FlickerofHope - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| hey! thanks for commenting on my poem (a couple of months ago).. i really appreciate it.. yeah, the change in mood was intentional.. i was emotionally unstable when i wrote the poem.. It was due to an unrequited love.. haha.. but i'm over it though..
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| | Posted on 2009-02-08 14:13:57 | by erinmaia - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| Well, I hope I'm right when I say that I don't live in that weird twisted world where I'm always wrapped up in relationships and high school drama, because I don't think I am. I HATE drama at school and I hate it that failed relationships can make such HUGE impact on your life when you know it shouldn't.
I usually write, and am inspired by, because I am a very emotional person and have a LOT of "abnormal" views on things in the world. I like to express myself to people and I write a lot on spontaneous inspiration. That's mainly why I write.....that and because I'd go insane if I didn't vent my anger or sadness sometimes through writing. |
| | Posted on 2008-12-16 13:08:50 | by FlickerofHope - [ Reply to This ] - |
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| lol...no worries
now you know ^-^ |
| | Posted on 2008-12-16 01:39:39 | by rubymoon - [ Reply to This ] - |
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