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Jessica Lynn


Name: Jessica Bailey
ASL: 22/f/mn
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Website:[ Website ]
Blog: [ Blog ]
Days Away: 3165
Life Story: complicated
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RP Posts: 2
Signup Date: 5609 D
15.37 Years 1.54 Quote:
life means suffering- the origin of suffering is attachment- the cessation of attachment is attainable- it is attainable through the eightfold path


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Confessions of an Angry Insomniac

A wicked world lies behind closed eyes,
where daydreams
are followed by violent death scenes.

I'm my executioner,
I always have been.
I'm good with a blade,
I'm my worst best friend.

"Sabotage anyone?"
I'm alone in the room.
But I serve it on a platter
While the bright full moon
laughs and taunts
to hell with that moon.
Darkness my friend,
Is always soon.

Too soon to leave
too soon to arrive.
Destruction and chaos of my mind,
At least they make me feel alive.

I hate to be awake,
I don't want to think!!
Fuck my responsibilities!
Fuck these feelings!!!

Fuck these desires,
And fuck memories.
They are overated anyway,
Fresh graves in old cemeteries.

I buried them deep,
Why the hell do they rise?
Oh I know,
Because I can't keep on lying.

So I talk to myself-
Who else do I have?
I say Jessica just stop it!
And then Jessica laughs.

"Sabotage anyone?"
Suddenly I'm starved.
Why not huh?
It's not like I'll get far
From the fucking echoes,
and old heartbreaks.
FUCK THEM ALL!!!!!
Why should I care
And what will that solve?

Really though?


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SEA as in south east asia
singapore
^-^
| Posted on 2008-12-15 01:46:11 | by rubymoon - [ Reply to This ] -
  
lol...i have no idea where is taht
:)
| Posted on 2008-12-14 06:46:32 | by rubymoon - [ Reply to This ] -
  
i am from the SEA region... probably the other side of the world from you
| Posted on 2008-12-13 05:27:08 | by rubymoon - [ Reply to This ] -
  
Yeah, I've told you I know exactly how you feel. I'm surrounded by people who only talk about the countries they spent their vacation in or about a new BMW they wanna buy. :( Oh and shoes, the women only talk about shoes. :)
| Posted on 2008-12-09 15:00:34 | by Paradox - [ Reply to This ] -
  
No I am not. I do have love for my people there have a monster inside them, that is the one thing that has alway broke my heart
| Posted on 2008-12-01 07:27:30 | by H.Redd - [ Reply to This ] -
  
hi, and thank you for your reply, it is wow. poe
| Posted on 2008-08-21 05:06:22 | by poetotoe - [ Reply to This ] -



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