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    --Elite Writer
    Alias: Jin Pendragon
    Name: Tony Raines
    ASL: 21/m/Texas
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    Life Story: Pain - 3 Days Grace
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    &quot;On the wings of lost hope I fall to reality&quot;


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    Journal: Storm weathered
    Mood: Contemplative
    Inconsequential disasters... seemingly a fitting title for the description of the past few weeks of events. Inconsequential in that they aren't a direct result of my own terrible deeds or mindless debauchery. It seems I was given a storm to weather, and though I find a disgusting taste left in my mouth from such unearned deathly gifts. Ugh I just want this time to pass. I've buckled down through this series of catastrophic events. Though in comparison these times are nothing compared to the rest of my life, just a different type of problem. This is the first time I've been stricken with any kind of serious illness... Tomorrow I find out just what it is, if its curable, and what to do to manage it. I'm hoping I walk back in to that consultation room and they say "Hey Tony, you just have stress"... best scenario I guess... then at least I could control it a bit more.
    Despite the inpenetrability of that dark cloud a ray of sunshine has broken through. A ray that seems to be slowly dimming as well... Everyone has to have a problem, maybe I just wasn't in a position to accept this hopeful ray... Not sure if I could give him my all... at least it doesn't seem he's able to give me his. It's rather interesting that the crippled child is the one giving more. Oh well I guess. Fix one problem at a time.

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    How are you doing, hon?
    | Posted on 2009-04-24 04:14:47 | by Krazy - [ Reply to This ] -
    Shall I do the girl thing and insist on details? or just say congrats and that I am EXTREMELY happy for you?
    | Posted on 2009-02-26 08:52:47 | by Krazy - [ Reply to This ] -
    It has been way too long and after reading your journal I remember just how alike we are. I can't say too much, I'm not even supposed to be using the computer right now. I've always been drawn to you, though.

    I hope everything turns out the way you want it to. You deserve wonderful things, Tony.
    | Posted on 2009-02-10 01:03:03 | by Krazy - [ Reply to This ] -
    You...are beautiful.

    I just wanted you to know.

    And to see it...if one day, you happened upon this site, again...
    | Posted on 2008-07-07 06:01:28 | by Krazy - [ Reply to This ] -
    And now you need to change it to 19...I thinks...
    | Posted on 2007-08-14 01:07:35 | by Krazy - [ Reply to This ] -
    As for your comment. We see what we think others see. Most of the time we are WAY to critical of ourselves. I've missed talking to you but I figured you were busy and happy, I'm one to let it be as long as no one is hurting. Getting caught up in those things is yet another part of life. I didn't get caught up in it, really, but that's because of the friends and family I have. If I had shown any sign that I was surpressing who I really am, I'd get the [censored] beat out of me by my brothers. I had a friend once, in middle school, she followed every trend that came out, trying to be cool, but we still remained friends, until we hit high school and she changed her trends from more prepish to the "goth" look. No one knew here, besides our class, so she fell in with that group. After that it was like none of her old friends really existed. I hope you are now in a place, state of mind, rather, that you want to be in. Not one others want you to be in. You're a great person. I know you are. You just have to sift through the BS and find the truth out there. There is a lot of it, you just have to find it.
    | Posted on 2007-02-26 11:49:43 | by Krazy - [ Reply to This ] -

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