--Elite Writer Alias: JuggaloBaMBaM Name: Levo Lauren ASL: Old Enough Bio: [ Quick Bio ] Website:[ Website ] Days Away: 2633 Life Story: Tis to long... [ Ignore User ]
Favorites: 0 Forum Posts: 1 Shoutbox Posts: 0 RP Posts: 27274 Signup Date: 4332 D 11.87 Years 1.19 Decades 144.4 Months 618.86 Weeks 4.332000e+8 Heart Beats -There you go eggman Quote: Once Upon A Time, I Ripped The Wings From My Spine. But When I Climb Into Your Eyes. I Pretend I Can Still Fly.
I wouldn't expect you to do anything. It's pointless to try anyway. If I could just get one break, one thing right... maybe then it would just spiral into a good life. But it won't happen. I guess I'll just have to put up with another 70-80 years of this crappy life.
I know it might be irrelevant to you, but right now my chest is hurting alot and I keep struggling to breath. My heart is in two and I have no idea how to fix it. The pain takes up so much of my time - I find myself constantly in worry and it's a struggle to hide it everyday. I really wish I had someone to just sit there and hold me but it justs makes me feel worse.
I've been fine somewhat. I was a complete dick to one of the few remaining people who wants to talk to me and have gone from what could have been a potential relationship (a trans-atlantic one at best) to not talking much. We used to talk every day for ages. Now it's down to a quick "hello" every other day. I care for her alot but I know that what I did justifies her just ignoring me.
I'm just gonna delete MSN and leave here, then I'll be fully seperated from everyone. I can't hurt anyone if I don't speak to anyone.