SO today was my first day of work. It was amazing! Just the feeling of getting payed... being employed, and having to say, I have to go to work!.
AMAZING! I won't be working full time for a few weeks, until I get my license and my written taken care of, but until then, I work on Monday and Tuesday. After that get's situated, I will be working Sun, Mon, Tues, Fri, Sat. I can't wait!!! I LOVE working. Today, I filled out paperwork and watched videos... gotta love training! But it's cool, cuz I get to be payed for it
I love being employed!
K. Well, I'm going to go to bed... I is tired. And mah Kyle needs to text me back
Speaking of Kyle. I can't believe we've been together for almost a month! It's like... crazy! and I love it! He's like... so FUN! And amazing. And nice. And has a job and a car, and seems that he actually likes me.
Wierdly enough. I was looking at pictures the other day, I can across the pictures of Jacub and I. I was looking at them closely, then I looked at the ones of Kyle and I. I noticed something I hadn't before, that struck me oddly. Jake's eyes were masked in lies. THey lied. Kyle's eyes seem to only bear truth. I didn't see it til now... but the way Jake looked at me... and then the memories of me having to ask him to smile... But Kyle he was already smiling when we took them... he actually liked taking them... it wasn't like... forced. What an eye opener. Jacub was not the person I thought he was in many ways. But Kyle... I like him... I need this to last. I can't take much more hurting. Kassie suggest I go lesbian if things don't work out. I say I should just be a nun. or a cat lady, without the cats. haha. But really, I can't stand to be hurt any more. But so far, things between us are perfect. We talk about everything. It's healthy... just hard. He lives so far away. In Lynnwood. But the more I miss him, the sweeter it seems to e when we see each other again. I like this... it keeps the fire burning.
Anyways. Now I really am going to go to bed... Kaygrl out!
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