Ah, so you fear the end is nigh. I too feel this though I could hope, of in human terms, that God's personal intervention isn't a necessity part of overcoming it. After all he already must have interceded or we wouldn't be living entities in the first place. Further this doesn't necessarily mean he's a self-conscious entity, but thats just my opinion.
Of all the subjects man has tackled God is probably the most diversely opinionated and sorely misappropriated tangle of different beliefs we encounter. Me, I'm pretty much agnostic. I believe a cognizant state of demagoguery where all are considered endowed and mystical is our only hope. Unfortunately that still doesn't answer the question who or what is God but who are we to think we'll ever know?
I agree, writing is good therapy. A lot of my wordy stuff is exactly that. I'm not really trying to create good poetry but rather to solve problems I have……mental quandaries, emotional quirks, social contusions, indecision and insecurities. I have a lot of them. I'm pretty intelligent so often they're convoluted, deep, and even treacherous, but when I'm done it always feels so good to read them and observe my sensibilities. It helps me cope.
I wish it was funny. We all have anger issues, for many they are a real problem. We need to grow up and face them, look for the piquant in puissant while we rewrite the augur's tout. There is just to much hate in the world.
PS: conversely there are those who don't deserve to live…………how I wish I could fashion an argument to mitigate their condition……short of more killing of course!!