Thanks a bunch for your comment on my poem "Inequality of Life". I do find myself in that state often... a lot of times that only thing that really keeps me moving is hope that things will get better. I act a lot more cheerful than I am most of the time, just because I dont want to bother people with my problems. And I do a MUCH better job of that than other people who "dont want to plague you with their problems". Im honest and straightforward, almost everyone on this site knows everything going on in my life, I just downplay how it all effects me a lot.